Hi guys I’m new on this forum and don’t know much about drugs…
Sorry this is a long essay I just wanted to give context to the situation.
TLDR
I’ve tried cocaine before that my friends pressured me into and it was terrible, made me anxious, rapid heartbeat and paranoid.
I was recently given a different type of cocaine by my mums boyfriend who’s works in import export South America mainly Brazil.
Anyway the difference was profound and not what I expected!
I’m kinda worried he might of given me heroine instead?
Sometimes on nights out my friends will buy cocaine and pressure me into taking some and to me it feels terrible, anxiety and rapid heart rate, I just don’t see the appeal.
Well 6 months ago my mum got a new boyfriend he’s a grown man in his late fifties and he works in import and export mainly in Brazil.
I get on with him well and he looks after my mum so that’s all good.
Well my mum was out with her friends one night last month and me and him were chilling drinking beers chatting and he strait out asked me if I’d ever taken drugs! Now I didn’t know what to say?
I didn’t want a telling off or anything lol but I was a bit tipsy so I told him I had taken cocaine a few times that my friends had provided. He asked me if I liked it so I said no I hate the anxiety and jittery feel I think it’s terrible to be honest.
He then just said well son you have never actually taken cocaine…I assured him it was like a white powder in the plastic baggy but he just laughed.
He then said would you like to try real cocaine? I have access to it but you must promise never to mention anything about this to your mother. I said erm yeah but if this is real stuff won’t it be more dangerous that the stuff I’ve tried?
He just said trust me.
So about a month or something goes by and I’ve completely forgotten about all this cocaine talk lol until another night comes up where my mums out with the girls.
I offer a beer to my mums boyfriend (don’t want to mention his name) but he immediately declines it and takes mine off me too!
He unwraps a package in black plastic it’s part of a corner of a white brick like thing no powder or anything. He tells me this is cocaine broken off a brick from Bolivia. He then puts a ceramic plate in the microwave, once it’s warm he crumbles a bit off this solid part. And finely chops it with a knife.
There’s now two small lines on the plate, next I’m instructed to blow my nose and rinse it out in the bathroom with warm water.
I come back and he gives me this straw like thing telling me never to sniff using notes due to hygiene issues. He tells me to exhale fully away from the plate the begin gently sniffing before I reach the line and continue after it’s gone. With the straw away i give a final little sniff. He says no needs to sniff too hard as you want it to sit in your mucus membranes and not drip down you throat.
He tells me to lay down so I lay out on the sofa, not much seems to be happening for maybe almost a minute but then I feel this very subtle relaxing sensation all over my body. It’s almost like I’m slightly tired I even let out a yawn. But then I notice how amazing it feels just to breath, I take in deep breaths through my nose then out through my mouth I can’t describe how good this feels, I’m blissfully happy to just sit and breath and feel so amazing. I just can’t understand how I’m feeling so relaxed and content, there is absolutely no anxiety or rapid heart rate or anything. It’s the complete opposite of what I thought cocaine was! I don’t know how much time has gone by but my mums boyfriend touch’s my arm and says do you like it? I said I fucking love it!
He did a line too and we just relaxed and chilled listening to music all night feeling amazing.
So yeah is this actually what real cocaine is like or did he spike me with heroin or something lol?
Sorry this is a long essay I just wanted to give context to the situation.
TLDR
I’ve tried cocaine before that my friends pressured me into and it was terrible, made me anxious, rapid heartbeat and paranoid.
I was recently given a different type of cocaine by my mums boyfriend who’s works in import export South America mainly Brazil.
Anyway the difference was profound and not what I expected!
I’m kinda worried he might of given me heroine instead?
Sometimes on nights out my friends will buy cocaine and pressure me into taking some and to me it feels terrible, anxiety and rapid heart rate, I just don’t see the appeal.
Well 6 months ago my mum got a new boyfriend he’s a grown man in his late fifties and he works in import and export mainly in Brazil.
I get on with him well and he looks after my mum so that’s all good.
Well my mum was out with her friends one night last month and me and him were chilling drinking beers chatting and he strait out asked me if I’d ever taken drugs! Now I didn’t know what to say?
I didn’t want a telling off or anything lol but I was a bit tipsy so I told him I had taken cocaine a few times that my friends had provided. He asked me if I liked it so I said no I hate the anxiety and jittery feel I think it’s terrible to be honest.
He then just said well son you have never actually taken cocaine…I assured him it was like a white powder in the plastic baggy but he just laughed.
He then said would you like to try real cocaine? I have access to it but you must promise never to mention anything about this to your mother. I said erm yeah but if this is real stuff won’t it be more dangerous that the stuff I’ve tried?
He just said trust me.
So about a month or something goes by and I’ve completely forgotten about all this cocaine talk lol until another night comes up where my mums out with the girls.
I offer a beer to my mums boyfriend (don’t want to mention his name) but he immediately declines it and takes mine off me too!
He unwraps a package in black plastic it’s part of a corner of a white brick like thing no powder or anything. He tells me this is cocaine broken off a brick from Bolivia. He then puts a ceramic plate in the microwave, once it’s warm he crumbles a bit off this solid part. And finely chops it with a knife.
There’s now two small lines on the plate, next I’m instructed to blow my nose and rinse it out in the bathroom with warm water.
I come back and he gives me this straw like thing telling me never to sniff using notes due to hygiene issues. He tells me to exhale fully away from the plate the begin gently sniffing before I reach the line and continue after it’s gone. With the straw away i give a final little sniff. He says no needs to sniff too hard as you want it to sit in your mucus membranes and not drip down you throat.
He tells me to lay down so I lay out on the sofa, not much seems to be happening for maybe almost a minute but then I feel this very subtle relaxing sensation all over my body. It’s almost like I’m slightly tired I even let out a yawn. But then I notice how amazing it feels just to breath, I take in deep breaths through my nose then out through my mouth I can’t describe how good this feels, I’m blissfully happy to just sit and breath and feel so amazing. I just can’t understand how I’m feeling so relaxed and content, there is absolutely no anxiety or rapid heart rate or anything. It’s the complete opposite of what I thought cocaine was! I don’t know how much time has gone by but my mums boyfriend touch’s my arm and says do you like it? I said I fucking love it!
He did a line too and we just relaxed and chilled listening to music all night feeling amazing.
So yeah is this actually what real cocaine is like or did he spike me with heroin or something lol?
