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Was clean...

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BugLife

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Jun 19, 2016
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I was clean up to about 2 mins ago. But just plugged 30mg of morphine. I think it was too much. I am annoyed with myself for going to opiates when I'm hurting. I know better than to do that much, but I was angry. Anyone want to keep me talking a while? If I feel like I'm going to fall out, ill get help. I just don't want to be alone right now.
 
I'm going to be ok. A friend's coming o ver. Just a bit too much with no tolerance. Scared myself a second.
 
Keep it to that single use man. Don't let a single use get u back to using. My opinion.
 
Yeah. I ended up puking a few times, but was ok. Morphine
is always disappointing, thankfully. I kept waiting for it to hit harder, and it really didn't. But morphine was all I could get hold of.
 
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