PixieGirl
Bluelighter
or lack thereof......
It was December 4, 1999, we sat in a long dark, and cold ally with thousands of other people waiting to get into the Fox Theater. We sat there barely moving for hours....that is when all of us friends became a little closer, especially one.
Right before 1am you decided that you wanted to talk. The e and the situation was making you depressed but you wanted to talk and be with me.
Fighting back the tears you told me that you loved me and that someday, in the very far future, you could even see yourself marrying me. We talked for a very long time and when we were done I felt closer to you than I ever had before. I sat on your lap in that cold dark ally feeling warm and secure. The words that I remember most from that night were, "you are my best friend and no matter what happens promise you will be in my life forever." Right then I gave you that promise.
Do you really think that we can ever return to that friendship we once had? Do you ever think you will try or was it just the e talking that night? I will continue to fullfill my promise to you as your friend through thick and thin. Although times are tough right now I do not want you to give up on me. Do not give up on our friendship or I will be forced to back off and pretend that I don't care, I don't know if I can do that.
If you are reading this I hope that you listen to what I have said and reply so I know you have seen this.
It was December 4, 1999, we sat in a long dark, and cold ally with thousands of other people waiting to get into the Fox Theater. We sat there barely moving for hours....that is when all of us friends became a little closer, especially one.
Right before 1am you decided that you wanted to talk. The e and the situation was making you depressed but you wanted to talk and be with me.
Fighting back the tears you told me that you loved me and that someday, in the very far future, you could even see yourself marrying me. We talked for a very long time and when we were done I felt closer to you than I ever had before. I sat on your lap in that cold dark ally feeling warm and secure. The words that I remember most from that night were, "you are my best friend and no matter what happens promise you will be in my life forever." Right then I gave you that promise.
Do you really think that we can ever return to that friendship we once had? Do you ever think you will try or was it just the e talking that night? I will continue to fullfill my promise to you as your friend through thick and thin. Although times are tough right now I do not want you to give up on me. Do not give up on our friendship or I will be forced to back off and pretend that I don't care, I don't know if I can do that.
If you are reading this I hope that you listen to what I have said and reply so I know you have seen this.