ive fallen, deep and fast
helpless to you and everything that surrounds you
im clouded by the reality of impermanence
unsure of my surroundings
will you hurt me like she did?
this harlots child
wrecked by her not so distant past
can i trust you like he did?
be blinded by something so deep and profound
deaf to the lie she bestowed upon him
the longer you stay, the shorter my hopes
the end must be near right?
you cant possibly love me like you say you do
why would you anyhow?
you bring to me these blissful dreams
i could bury my head in the sand and smile forever
but for how long?
can i live without a promise of permanence?
can i love you with everything?
if i could admit to myself that i already do
i could admit to myself that im really living
held in your arms as the night falls
safe,secure
away from my past
but then im left naked to you
completely exposed
you could take everything
why cant your words be enough?
my father, my guide
tells me not to trust
ill be hurt just like he was.....
taken for everything i am
but i love you
i breathe you
i can feel it in my bones
smell it in the air
this destiny
my vulnerability
i just wish i could erase....
i just wish i could be fearless
i wish i could let my good flow in
surround me and take me away
show me what was there all the time
teach me to smile again
realize that my dreams can be real
i love you.
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::heaven holds a sense of wonder/and i wanted to believe/that id get caught up when the rage in me subsides::
helpless to you and everything that surrounds you
im clouded by the reality of impermanence
unsure of my surroundings
will you hurt me like she did?
this harlots child
wrecked by her not so distant past
can i trust you like he did?
be blinded by something so deep and profound
deaf to the lie she bestowed upon him
the longer you stay, the shorter my hopes
the end must be near right?
you cant possibly love me like you say you do
why would you anyhow?
you bring to me these blissful dreams
i could bury my head in the sand and smile forever
but for how long?
can i live without a promise of permanence?
can i love you with everything?
if i could admit to myself that i already do
i could admit to myself that im really living
held in your arms as the night falls
safe,secure
away from my past
but then im left naked to you
completely exposed
you could take everything
why cant your words be enough?
my father, my guide
tells me not to trust
ill be hurt just like he was.....
taken for everything i am
but i love you
i breathe you
i can feel it in my bones
smell it in the air
this destiny
my vulnerability
i just wish i could erase....
i just wish i could be fearless
i wish i could let my good flow in
surround me and take me away
show me what was there all the time
teach me to smile again
realize that my dreams can be real
i love you.
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::heaven holds a sense of wonder/and i wanted to believe/that id get caught up when the rage in me subsides::
