Your are aware that trazodone is addicting and you dont want to trade a coke addiction for a trazodone addiction and dependence. Trazodone is often misrepresented as a hard drug to get addicted to but there are plenty of Bluelighters who know different. Just something to be aware of.
"Trazodone (sold under the brand names: Depyrel (IL†), Desyrel (CA, US†), Molipaxin (IE, ZA, UK), Oleptro (US), Trazodil (IL), Trazorel (CA), Trialodine (US), Trittico (HK, IL†, SG)) is an antidepressant of the serotonin antagonist and reuptake inhibitor (SARI) class. It is a phenylpiperazine compound. Trazodone also has anti anxiety (anxiolytic) and sleep-inducing (hypnotic) effects.[2] Its side-effect profile and potential toxicity are considerably different from those of the original antidepressants (i.e., the monoamine oxidase inhibitors [MAOIs] and tricyclic antidepressants"
This information says it has "sleep inducing (hypnotic) effects" so as well as some antdepresent effects so it may indead have a psitive effect for you.
I think the biggest thing with cocaine addiction is finding a technique that is able to help shut the craving down. I a possible way to do this is to play the whole movie.. when we crave we experience pleasant memories of use. But the memory we get hit with is a snap shot of when the drug was good to us. its is only that little sliver of time. but this is what it throws at us.. it lies and fails to remember to mention that the drug no longer makes us feel that way ever and it never whispers how we felt before that moment, the really unpleasant emotions you stated in the other thread.. and how we felt after that moment was over and we were all pieced out. anxious and paranoid. The addiction always whispers that it will make us feel amazing. it lies and lies.. Learn to see past the delusion that we actually just feel that way.. we are being handed a loaded deck when we crave, its only loaded with positive memories, learn to see what the use of the coke really makes you feel like.. then throw that back at the craving and call it on its lies.. all lies.. learn to play the whole movie of what useing is really like and you wont get played buy the cravings.
Do you know if you are going to a 12 step based rehab?
You can do this
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