Mrinnocent
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- Aug 19, 2016
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I'm looking for personal feedback on a situation that happened to me. I believe that I was slipped something by my "friends" that research indicates may have been ecstasy. During a night out, I consumed 16 beers in an eight hour time frame, more than I've every had in one outing, in my 54 years. The night ended with me in bed with my unattractive "friend" and her husband, which was repulsive to me even at the time.
During the night I experienced several symptoms that I felt were unusual for me and had never happened to me with just alcohol use:
Drank 16-17 beers and only felt buzzed
Euphoria
Inclined to do things suggested, even when I didn't want to, like having a threesome
Time gaps/Time seemed to be sped up tremendously
Very huggy with them throughout night
No slurred speech
Lots of energy
Colors exciting and vivid
Strange sense of touch ("friend" felt like plastic)
Above all didn't want the night to end
Absolutely no thoughts of my partner, who I love dearly. Even responded to her text with a lying text and then put her directly out of my mind. This is the hardest for me to accept as I usually think about her all the time.
Total lack of care or concern for anything or anyone except what was right in front of me.
Clear mind and focus - like best dart game ever after the full 16 beers
The next morning, very early, hallucinated demons for about 3 hours when eyes were closed. This was terrifying, 3D
The next morning, neck pain, felt like my neck would snap in half
Did not get upset when the husband made an attempt to touch me inappropriately. Simply moved away and told him I don't do that.
Other notes: had no erection or sexual desire, only went along with what they asked me to do. My girlfriend and I originally thought I was possessed, but friends and medical professionals began telling us they suspected I was drugged by my "friends."
Please offer any advise or experiences you may have regarding whether this sounds like I was drugged, or if I was just drunk. I can't move on until I can decide if I was drugged and raped, or if I am just a sick cheating drunk bastard. I just cannot believe I could do these things. Thanks for any help.
During the night I experienced several symptoms that I felt were unusual for me and had never happened to me with just alcohol use:
Drank 16-17 beers and only felt buzzed
Euphoria
Inclined to do things suggested, even when I didn't want to, like having a threesome
Time gaps/Time seemed to be sped up tremendously
Very huggy with them throughout night
No slurred speech
Lots of energy
Colors exciting and vivid
Strange sense of touch ("friend" felt like plastic)
Above all didn't want the night to end
Absolutely no thoughts of my partner, who I love dearly. Even responded to her text with a lying text and then put her directly out of my mind. This is the hardest for me to accept as I usually think about her all the time.
Total lack of care or concern for anything or anyone except what was right in front of me.
Clear mind and focus - like best dart game ever after the full 16 beers
The next morning, very early, hallucinated demons for about 3 hours when eyes were closed. This was terrifying, 3D
The next morning, neck pain, felt like my neck would snap in half
Did not get upset when the husband made an attempt to touch me inappropriately. Simply moved away and told him I don't do that.
Other notes: had no erection or sexual desire, only went along with what they asked me to do. My girlfriend and I originally thought I was possessed, but friends and medical professionals began telling us they suspected I was drugged by my "friends."
Please offer any advise or experiences you may have regarding whether this sounds like I was drugged, or if I was just drunk. I can't move on until I can decide if I was drugged and raped, or if I am just a sick cheating drunk bastard. I just cannot believe I could do these things. Thanks for any help.
