skittlesxo
Bluelighter
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My apologies if this post / question does not belong here .
Anyway, I am a long time iv user..my DOC is Dilaudid (always iv)...if I cannot get dilaudid then I go for the hydros, old oxys, heroin ..you know the deal, basically any other opiate that wont allow me to be sick. But now since the year of using have really taken its toll on me..I dont really get high anymore..I mean I can iv ,4 of the 8mg pills and just only get a little rush..and it deem only to get worse my tolerance ... and doing anymore than 4 of the 8 mg pills imo would only be dumb cause iving pills is dumb to begin with..all that powder is not good!
So my question is..should I just chalk this up ad a lose? and go on methadone now? honestly i know im chasing something that will never come back there...that magical BANG RUSH THAT HITS U IN YOUR FACE..I will never be able to feel that again. What would you guys do??
Anyway, I am a long time iv user..my DOC is Dilaudid (always iv)...if I cannot get dilaudid then I go for the hydros, old oxys, heroin ..you know the deal, basically any other opiate that wont allow me to be sick. But now since the year of using have really taken its toll on me..I dont really get high anymore..I mean I can iv ,4 of the 8mg pills and just only get a little rush..and it deem only to get worse my tolerance ... and doing anymore than 4 of the 8 mg pills imo would only be dumb cause iving pills is dumb to begin with..all that powder is not good!
So my question is..should I just chalk this up ad a lose? and go on methadone now? honestly i know im chasing something that will never come back there...that magical BANG RUSH THAT HITS U IN YOUR FACE..I will never be able to feel that again. What would you guys do??