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To Tweak or Not to Tweak

fraxflame

Bluelighter
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Oct 27, 2001
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I know my body needs rest but I don't really want to stop at this my 86th hour...finally beginning to get some decent hallucinations happening. This is always the most annoying time...just before dawn. Still dark, pop several benzos and dissappear OR fuck it! I'm gonna decide in 15 minutes. What would you do? I'd like to actually maybe go out tomorrow, you know, to let ppl know i'm still alive. oh well...sorry for the fuckin' ramble...bye
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I say go for it, right now your at about the worst point for paranoia and so forth, if your me there are ninjas after you and the oven keeps turning itself on to try to burn down the house, damn oven. I say rack up those lines and enjoy, theres nothing like a meth binge to clear out the system, just remember a few really important things.
1. Shower, this is because you smell
2. Eat, Try yoghurt, its easy on your now mashed up mouth
3. if you can sleep for like 1 hour in between your hits, this dramatically helps.
Good luck, i really wish i was you =)
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Shit... can you hear it? I can, it's the police dogs, they are outside your door... the raid team is awaiting the GO signal from command... flash gernade pin is pulled, and once the door is breached it will gingerly be tossed in, the spoon will dislocate and in 3 seconds you will here a long BANG .. before the smoke clears you will hear the hollars .. "SHERIFFS DEPARTMENT, SEARCH WARRANT, PUT YOUR MOTHERFUCKING HANDS IN THE AIR OR I WILL BLAST THIS 12 GAUGE SLUG THROUGH YOUR MOTHERFUCKING HEAD YOU CRANK ADDICT SACK OF SHIT" ... man, don't evne try to run, because Beta-team is in the trees, wearing all black with their Colt 9mm service pistols, ready to jump down and shoot you - oh, they will.. in the early morning there would be no one to witness them.. the agent with the face mask could pull the trigger and say he saw you reachingfor what he thought was a gun.. it's over man, it's over... if they don't kill you, chances are you will be handcuffed and attacked, because this is Beta-team, and they don't fuck around...
Beta-team leader, Raymod Rameirez, lost a daughter to a speedfreak, and this is fucking personal... everytime he raids a crank pit like yours he has a vision of his daughter, and for some reason, he ALWAYs ends up kicking filthy greesball meth heads in the face while Beta-team point man "Bear" holds you down, face pushed into the carpet, Ray's steal-toed combat buits will break your jaw...
"You disgusting sack of failure, enjoy the crash in the jail you sorry piece of SHIT, my daughter died at the hands of your poison and this is person you fucking waste of my air... they will take turns hitting you, and you can tell it later on in court, but they already have their story straight...
You were checking our a drug-manufacture website, right? Well when they sieze your computer they will find that, and guess what bucko? Yup, you're going down with a conspiracy charge my friend!
All of my facts are straight, and as-is, expect 7 years in a plea... if they offer you the plea - Ray will try his hardest to make sure it's NOT an option ...
I think you need to sleep, but first clean all the evidence out of your house...
This isn't a joke, I am trying to give you the benifit of my past mistakes... Beta-team is comming to your house, so try to prepare yourself, thos flash-bang's are VERY LOUD!
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"I am not one of those weak-spirited, sappy Americans who want to be liked by all the people around them. I don't care if people hate my guts; I assume most of them do. The important question is: 'What are they in a position to do about it?'" (William S. Burroughs)
 
BWAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!! Ok I'm Amped for another 10 hours. Fuck where's my vick's inhaler?!? Getting some good hallucinations now. not full on psychosis or anything, just all the objects in my environment are slithering around everywhere, walls dancing etc. Fuck the cops!!! I'll fuckin' kick the shit out of 'em! BANG BANG BANG!!!
 
Thanks PhreeX, I needed that little dash of paranoia. now I'm nice and HYPERVIGILANT!
seriously though, that must have sucked. I feel for ya. I was around back then, lurking in the shadows.
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Why in the name of Raver Ralph would you need Vicks? This is meth, not ecstasy? Ahhhh, do you want a shot-gun? How about an airplane? Blowpop? Are you going to make yourself a candy bracelet?
C'mon man! This is METHAMPHETAMINE HYDROCHLORIDE, not some sissy bullshit... you should be hunched over in the dark cornor, SMOKING THE METH FROM A LIGHTBULB! A real man doesn't even clean the white stuff out of the bulb, no, a real man uses his teeth and bites the end off the bulb, dumps in a 1.5g rock and heats using a GOD DAMN ACETYLENE TORCH!
Crank up that AC/DC and lets get rocking! Daylight is burning!
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"I am not one of those weak-spirited, sappy Americans who want to be liked by all the people around them. I don't care if people hate my guts; I assume most of them do. The important question is: 'What are they in a position to do about it?'" (William S. Burroughs)
 
indeed it is d-MA. not the undesirable decongestant. A suitable quantity of a colourless powder was administered via insufflation. The only lightbulb in the frikkin' place is in my fridge. and I don't use a pussy lighter. I use a fuckin' flamethrower and smoke it out of a 12L RBF!
 
HTK those are excellent ideas. esp. the shower/bath. Very invigorating!
Ok, I'm getting these hallucinations that there's smoke! Nope it's sunlight beams. No wait it's the P/P tanks!?!?!?
ok this better be funny to read in the p.m.
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Crank up that AC/DC and lets get rocking! Daylight is burning!
uggghhh!!! I don't need a bad trip like that. I'd rather stick my cock into the wall socket and get some real AC/DC than listen to that shit.
 
Hey, good on ya to keep going, fuck PhreeX when he says you need sleep, sleep is for pansies, ive gone 3 days with no fucking drugs whatsoever. Thats really weird how you mention wisps of smoke because that is like the first thing that i start to see when im halucinationg from lack of sleep, that and thinking that there are things moving in the periferals of my vision.
Funny shit about the P/P tanks,Try to go out and by 1000 boxes of maches and leave them lying around the house, this should spice up the upcomming court case. As for music, a meth binge is nothing unless Delta 9 are pumping out the beats from your stereo!!!
 
IT IS SMOKE! Actually, it's a gas with a sedetive they often use to subdue tweakers... just lay back.. when you wake up, you will be in a cold jail cell!
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"I am not one of those weak-spirited, sappy Americans who want to be liked by all the people around them. I don't care if people hate my guts; I assume most of them do. The important question is: 'What are they in a position to do about it?'" (William S. Burroughs)
 
he's right you know, it really is smoke, its not because of the the cops though, your oven is actually trrying to set your house on fire, thats my theory anyway
 
Funny shit about the P/P tanks,Try to go out and by 1000 boxes of maches and leave them lying around the house, this should spice up the upcomming court case. As for music, a meth binge is nothing unless Delta 9 are pumping out the beats from your stereo!!!
Actually, with so much spare time on my hands, I could probably plough through a couple 1000 packs. Not that I'd know what to do with them.
PhreeX, yes, i believe the fire possibility is not a contender as I haven't turned on the stove to cook in 4 days. Ghosts are still a possibility. Alternatively...well I have narrowed it down to one lucky finalist: Fog!
Now where's that fuckin' goddamn vaporub? Time to hotbox myself in there, but not before I fon all my kewl H4X0R5 PHR13ND5!
PLURRIES!!!!
alright I'm goin' for a smoke run. I'll report back in 15 minutes. If you don't get a message assume they got me.
 
well indeed, the vaporous apparitions are the infamous 'ninjas'. I hadn't met them before so I mistook them for 'Fog!'
Interesting hallucinations. Very reminiscent of almost anthropomorphic forms hovering about. Well time for another taste.
Apologies to
'Other Drugs' visitors for somewhat off-topic ramble.
 
hey man you still up?
fuckin t w e e k e r z
hehe
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and you can hardly wait for the music to begin...
 
a message for SWIP&H: I think you (singular) need to email me when you get this message. a friend nearly had as much fun as Bill did those 13 days in Tahiti.
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[This message has been edited by fraxflame (edited 03 November 2001).]
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