JadenEener
Bluelighter
Dedicated to my unborn child growing inside me...
Oh little one, you are so small, yet such an impact in my life and your fathers. You were a surprise and a happy one at that. You are only 10 weeks and have not really affected me yet. I think about you all the time and care for you as you use my body to grow and become your own person...
I love you like I have never loved before. I cherish you like no other. I am very excited for this new change in my life. I am scared for the day that I need to push you out. But I know, I can do it! I can do anything for YOU and for me and I will. I know your father loves you already so much and he is even more excited then I am. He talks to you all the time through my belly even though you are only an inch or so and can't hear him, I think it is precious to watch when he does that.
You get to be with us for our wedding on May 19, 2001, you get to be with us during our honeymoon in Hawaii. How fun for you. I will have to tell you all about it when you are old enough to understand my words.
I wonder if I will be a good mom to you. I wonder if you will love me and be a good child. I know you will. You are a part of me and Tony. You are a true individual who is growing and becoming someone so special for this world.
I have not had morning sickness from you or any type of wierd symptom from you. I am very thankful and grateful for that. I honor you and the miracle of you. I feel wonderful and happy knowing that I have someone always with me wherever I go now. I am never alone again. But I never was. I always have someone watching over me, I have my family too and my friends and most of all, I have your father, who is the love of my life, my true love for 3 years now and 5 months.
Times can get rough sometimes and they are hard to make it through but I do and I always will. I have you to take care of and make healthy. I have 7 months now to give you the best shot at having a good and healthy beginning. I will do that because I want to, not because I have to or someone told me to, I want to for you. You are my unborn child and you are what will always make me be me.
I can't wait to see you and hold you and kiss you. I can't wait to have sleepless nights with you and watch you learn, play, and smile. I can't wait to hear you cry and watch me make you smile again. I can't wait to show you the world and all the love I find in it. I can't wait for you to see your father and watch him be with you. I can't wait for you to meet your sister, Kreshia who will be almost 11 years old when you meet.
Kreshia is very, very excited for you. I even think she is the most excited. She has wanted a brother or sister all her life and now her wish has come true. She doesn't like to wait this long for you though but I told her it takes time to make a miracle so we must wait for you to come. Patience is something that is really good to have and we all have that while we wait for you.
In October 2001, you will be born, you will be welcomed and you will be ready to see the world, slowly though. Lots and lots of things to do and see. Always trust me and know that I, Renee, your mom, will never let anything hurt you or make you sad. I will always be there for you, I promise.
See you soon, but not too soon...I love you, we all do, kisses to you, be good inside me, love always, Renee
Oh little one, you are so small, yet such an impact in my life and your fathers. You were a surprise and a happy one at that. You are only 10 weeks and have not really affected me yet. I think about you all the time and care for you as you use my body to grow and become your own person...
I love you like I have never loved before. I cherish you like no other. I am very excited for this new change in my life. I am scared for the day that I need to push you out. But I know, I can do it! I can do anything for YOU and for me and I will. I know your father loves you already so much and he is even more excited then I am. He talks to you all the time through my belly even though you are only an inch or so and can't hear him, I think it is precious to watch when he does that.
You get to be with us for our wedding on May 19, 2001, you get to be with us during our honeymoon in Hawaii. How fun for you. I will have to tell you all about it when you are old enough to understand my words.
I wonder if I will be a good mom to you. I wonder if you will love me and be a good child. I know you will. You are a part of me and Tony. You are a true individual who is growing and becoming someone so special for this world.
I have not had morning sickness from you or any type of wierd symptom from you. I am very thankful and grateful for that. I honor you and the miracle of you. I feel wonderful and happy knowing that I have someone always with me wherever I go now. I am never alone again. But I never was. I always have someone watching over me, I have my family too and my friends and most of all, I have your father, who is the love of my life, my true love for 3 years now and 5 months.
Times can get rough sometimes and they are hard to make it through but I do and I always will. I have you to take care of and make healthy. I have 7 months now to give you the best shot at having a good and healthy beginning. I will do that because I want to, not because I have to or someone told me to, I want to for you. You are my unborn child and you are what will always make me be me.
I can't wait to see you and hold you and kiss you. I can't wait to have sleepless nights with you and watch you learn, play, and smile. I can't wait to hear you cry and watch me make you smile again. I can't wait to show you the world and all the love I find in it. I can't wait for you to see your father and watch him be with you. I can't wait for you to meet your sister, Kreshia who will be almost 11 years old when you meet.
Kreshia is very, very excited for you. I even think she is the most excited. She has wanted a brother or sister all her life and now her wish has come true. She doesn't like to wait this long for you though but I told her it takes time to make a miracle so we must wait for you to come. Patience is something that is really good to have and we all have that while we wait for you.
In October 2001, you will be born, you will be welcomed and you will be ready to see the world, slowly though. Lots and lots of things to do and see. Always trust me and know that I, Renee, your mom, will never let anything hurt you or make you sad. I will always be there for you, I promise.
See you soon, but not too soon...I love you, we all do, kisses to you, be good inside me, love always, Renee
