SpiralusSancti
Bluelighter
I was with this girl that same as me doesn’t have healthy/normal amounts of fear. But she has one fear, that she’ll die alone. Not fear of loneliness, no fear of not being accepted by anyone, no fear of what/if’s anything after we die but simply fear of being alone in the moment of death instead having someone to hold her hand. I think that’s part of force leading her into real relationships and maybe even wanting them at all.
As much as this is unusual (guess so), I wouldn’t be surprised if more people want relationship for some variation on this theme. I think it’s same reason why people “move on” at increasingly speeding rates. When my grandpa died I think my granny wouldn’t “move on” even if it was for the richest man in Babylon with the heart of gold..but she had family and that’s getting increasingly rare. People move and isolate in ways previously unimaginable and BEING ALONE today has vastly different sound to it than being alone in the past. As someone wrote in a thread about longest time without sex, not that long in the past it wasn’t at all unusual to be without partner for years after breaking up marriage or loosing long term partner otherwise.
Company is a thing found in all kinds of psychology pyramids and I think many people might subconsciously searching partners at increasing speeds cuz most of the world is lonelier than ever. Children don’t care for their parents or grandparents like they used to. Neighbours don’t care for their neighbours like they used to. Countries don’t care for their old people like they used to. And the list goes and goes so I have filling that’s really part of driving force to either stale down with one person as fast as possible or to fuck around with as much people and hope some of them will answer your call in the moment when your sunset approach.
In no way think it’s only or most important driving force in searching partner but given how important death is to people might as well admit writing 150µ I.M. at deathbed and being answered by someone you love and known surely is better than line flatting out surrounded by people taking care of you cuz it’s their job. I also think some people chose euthanasia cuz they don’t have loved ones and accept what would be considered crumbles of love and respect from their country.
Well gota stop writing at some point so..
As much as this is unusual (guess so), I wouldn’t be surprised if more people want relationship for some variation on this theme. I think it’s same reason why people “move on” at increasingly speeding rates. When my grandpa died I think my granny wouldn’t “move on” even if it was for the richest man in Babylon with the heart of gold..but she had family and that’s getting increasingly rare. People move and isolate in ways previously unimaginable and BEING ALONE today has vastly different sound to it than being alone in the past. As someone wrote in a thread about longest time without sex, not that long in the past it wasn’t at all unusual to be without partner for years after breaking up marriage or loosing long term partner otherwise.
Company is a thing found in all kinds of psychology pyramids and I think many people might subconsciously searching partners at increasing speeds cuz most of the world is lonelier than ever. Children don’t care for their parents or grandparents like they used to. Neighbours don’t care for their neighbours like they used to. Countries don’t care for their old people like they used to. And the list goes and goes so I have filling that’s really part of driving force to either stale down with one person as fast as possible or to fuck around with as much people and hope some of them will answer your call in the moment when your sunset approach.
In no way think it’s only or most important driving force in searching partner but given how important death is to people might as well admit writing 150µ I.M. at deathbed and being answered by someone you love and known surely is better than line flatting out surrounded by people taking care of you cuz it’s their job. I also think some people chose euthanasia cuz they don’t have loved ones and accept what would be considered crumbles of love and respect from their country.
Well gota stop writing at some point so..
. I have a few friends who have "canary" messages posted publically on their websites. They regularly update the canary message periodically (like every two weeks or once a month) on their website to tell that they're "free" and that they're "alive". It is PGP signed so I can confirm that he's in control of the website and that he's the one who actually wrote that message. For example, a message like this (latest BTC block serves as a way to timestamp the message):
