Pyro
Bluelighter
I haven't posted in here much lately huh?
I've been tripping, working, dying, falling and getting back up quite a bit lately. I haven't allowed my self any exploration lately. It hasn't been necessary. As I delve into more extroverted aspects of life and living I find it easier to live with myself... I think certian work I have done in the past has helped me grow, and as I continue to grow hopefully I can keep faith within myself (for myself) and keep on walking no matter how cold it gets.
Something struck me recently. Yeah... what was it you might ask? What struck me? ... no. Something struck me.
I'm gonna write now.
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I accidently opened my eyes
I accidently opened my heart
and I saw you
and I felt you
You reminded me why I once called myself hopeless
becuase I fell instantly.
I got to know you more
and I fell harder.
Hopeless
Not hopelessness, just hopeless
Beyond the walls and contraints
Beyond the tower I have built to watch from afar
I still feel you.
You are now the image I see with eyes closed.
And now we've lived so many lives
And now I've begun again
And before I leave this time
I'm going to tell you how I feel
fuck it if it's not the right way
There have been previous yous
There will be future yous
But right now, there is no one else in my vision
When you speak the other voices do not exist
It's hopeless
to not fall
For as long as we want
an hour, a month, it's endless
We can both have everything we desire
I will give it to you, until you no longer want it
It is hopeless
to not fall
It is what you see in my eyes
This is why you felt me like you did
becuase I wanted you to
no one else felt what you felt
focus, and believe in the unbelievable words
Tim - Pyro
[This message has been edited by Pyro (edited 09 November 2000).]
I've been tripping, working, dying, falling and getting back up quite a bit lately. I haven't allowed my self any exploration lately. It hasn't been necessary. As I delve into more extroverted aspects of life and living I find it easier to live with myself... I think certian work I have done in the past has helped me grow, and as I continue to grow hopefully I can keep faith within myself (for myself) and keep on walking no matter how cold it gets.
Something struck me recently. Yeah... what was it you might ask? What struck me? ... no. Something struck me.
I'm gonna write now.
----
I accidently opened my eyes
I accidently opened my heart
and I saw you
and I felt you
You reminded me why I once called myself hopeless
becuase I fell instantly.
I got to know you more
and I fell harder.
Hopeless
Not hopelessness, just hopeless
Beyond the walls and contraints
Beyond the tower I have built to watch from afar
I still feel you.
You are now the image I see with eyes closed.
And now we've lived so many lives
And now I've begun again
And before I leave this time
I'm going to tell you how I feel
fuck it if it's not the right way
There have been previous yous
There will be future yous
But right now, there is no one else in my vision
When you speak the other voices do not exist
It's hopeless
to not fall
For as long as we want
an hour, a month, it's endless
We can both have everything we desire
I will give it to you, until you no longer want it
It is hopeless
to not fall
It is what you see in my eyes
This is why you felt me like you did
becuase I wanted you to
no one else felt what you felt
focus, and believe in the unbelievable words
Tim - Pyro
[This message has been edited by Pyro (edited 09 November 2000).]
