Hey guys,
I quit my big nasty dilaudid abuse/addiction about six months ago. I am having rather a lot of trouble functioning when I need to get things done. I just don't have any energy.
So, tonight I took 45mgs hydrocodone, and lo and behold, I was able to get the house clean! It had really deteriorated, and I used the lovely energy boost to get it clean!
I do more or less need an antidepressant, at least some of the time, so occasionally taking a dose of tianeptine, which I have never tried, just seems like it might be helpful to me when I really need to function.
Believe me, I have no intention of getting hooked on opies again. I did not go on bupe or methadone, despite the fact that they were offered to me. I just had far, far too many horrid side-effects from my long, nasty IV dilaudid addiction, and it made me absolutely miserable. Not able to sleep right, I was sweating constantly(disgusting crotch sweat, UGH!), was constantly hot and freezing at the same time, horrifically depressed, etc.
So please don't warn me about getting addicted again. I'm just not willing to get myself into that position again.
I do have more hydro, but have no urge to redose.
So, opinions?
Also, if anyone has a good bit of experience with it, what is the dose equivalency of tianeptine compared to hydro or oxy?
Thanks a ton in advance for any useful replies.
Much love,
-Nicholai
I quit my big nasty dilaudid abuse/addiction about six months ago. I am having rather a lot of trouble functioning when I need to get things done. I just don't have any energy.
So, tonight I took 45mgs hydrocodone, and lo and behold, I was able to get the house clean! It had really deteriorated, and I used the lovely energy boost to get it clean!
I do more or less need an antidepressant, at least some of the time, so occasionally taking a dose of tianeptine, which I have never tried, just seems like it might be helpful to me when I really need to function.
Believe me, I have no intention of getting hooked on opies again. I did not go on bupe or methadone, despite the fact that they were offered to me. I just had far, far too many horrid side-effects from my long, nasty IV dilaudid addiction, and it made me absolutely miserable. Not able to sleep right, I was sweating constantly(disgusting crotch sweat, UGH!), was constantly hot and freezing at the same time, horrifically depressed, etc.
So please don't warn me about getting addicted again. I'm just not willing to get myself into that position again.
I do have more hydro, but have no urge to redose.
So, opinions?
Also, if anyone has a good bit of experience with it, what is the dose equivalency of tianeptine compared to hydro or oxy?
Thanks a ton in advance for any useful replies.
Much love,
-Nicholai