blueskies
Bluelighter
Ok I don’t know what to fucking do anymore. These things in my head wont stop talking. I try to make them go away, never succeeding I carry on through this day. Hoe to make it stop. Can't concentrate. This fucking day is to long. The test never stop never passing them only doing circles. This day you sit here and tell me to try. Fuck you walk away before I show you our end. There is no need to bother me that’s the reason all stops. I am trying to just be so let me be. You bother me with these everyday things… I ask you is it really worth it. Is it worth the life of all these things to annoy me for this little time? I am going to tell you n you can be on your way. Don’t listen and everything begins to scream. They don’t stop always telling me what to do. Who am I to stop to get rid of these things? I walk around looking at whom these voices are because of. Blaming all of you for this pain. Which one of you is to go? I turn around today and see all the wrong I have done it was never that someone else. Seeing him there I pull out his end. As I looked at him for the last time pulling the trigger I felt all the voices finally leave knowing at that moment that this is all it took. Looking at him for the last time I saw our last glimpse of light as the mirror shattered on my bathroom door. Suicide... …
