panic in paradise
Bluelighter
i keep remembering going to my grandparents, them making everyone stay up for Lawrence Weltz(sp), them both falling asleep and waking up instantly if the tv was messed with.
the 6 hour car rides with my parents and little brother, all the land marks along the way, and how the drive back seemed so much faster.
walking down their street to get a movie or go to the sporting goods store with $cash$, the air smelling like oil refineries, fresh grass, and the gulf, hiking through a strip-mall parking lot, feeling sooo excited and full of energy.
my brother going to sleep in the bed next to me in their twin bed bedroom, and being so excited.
everyone looking at us so pleased and beaming, my brother and i not even knowing what innocence was.
the 6 hour car rides with my parents and little brother, all the land marks along the way, and how the drive back seemed so much faster.
walking down their street to get a movie or go to the sporting goods store with $cash$, the air smelling like oil refineries, fresh grass, and the gulf, hiking through a strip-mall parking lot, feeling sooo excited and full of energy.
my brother going to sleep in the bed next to me in their twin bed bedroom, and being so excited.
everyone looking at us so pleased and beaming, my brother and i not even knowing what innocence was.