The strangest experience...

[DreamerBoy]

I dropped some E this past weekend and I had an experience I never thought could happen on E.

Me and my friend were taking some mitsis and going clubbing on friday night.. Everything went just fine until I started feeling some weird stuff. We had just arrived to this club downtown and we were about to start partying, but instead I started to feel this huge, overwhelming "let-go" from everything.
I suddenly realized that this was death. I couldn't move and I was just standing there until my friend came to help me out and we chilled for a while. After the greatest feel started to fade away I began telling everything about my "trip" to my mates. I felt like I wasn't afraid of death anymore and that this was probably the only thing in life that mattered. It felt both great and beautiful but it was kinda scary at the same time... I felt a bit cold when the "let-go of myself" came but after it I started feeling really warm and nice.. It was time for some serious partying!

The music sounded better than any time before but once again out of nowhere this weird feeling takes me over. I start talking to God! I ask God if this is going to be the night I'm going to die, but the answer comes inside of me and says that I shouldn't worry and that my death will happen years from now. I felt happy and started laughing and enjoying the night again. I don't believe in God and it made me realize that I was already part of this universal "god" that is everything and no-one or nothing is outside of it. It was the greatest spiritual experience I've ever had...

Then the answers started to come to my head inside of me. I knew everything, I had been living for thousands of years and I knew I was already at the end of time and this universe. I totally could feel it and understand it. I was actually opening my mouth sometimes when talking "inside of me" and my friend was smiling at me all the time when I spoke something. He couldn't hear a thing and I probably didn't say anything really sensible at all outloud. I kept saying "wow" all the time and I do remember thinking how great the music was and how this thing I felt was absolutely enlightening.
I danced like a madman afterwards.

It was amazing and what made it even more amazing was that this time I felt something more profound. I felt and still feel that there's nothing better in life than being at a club where the best dj plays the best trance or being at a rave on E or other drugs. I'm new to the scene (been rolling since March) but I'm already enjoying it full-speed.

I guess some of you have had similar experiences... I'd love to hear some!

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[raynie]

have you ever robo tripped? its just like that with music sounding really good and a spiritual or out of body type experience. maybe youd like it READ THE FAQS FIRST. I think you got a pill w/dxm in it (robo-drug). but not with 2 much like in most of the dxm pills sold as xtc.

 

[Dtergent]

no offense but that God bit reminded me of that guy in Ecstasy who formed a christian-rave cult. haha. i guess it was robo!
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he not busy being born is busy dying.

 

[mona]

DO NOT take ecstasy with DXM. It will not breakdown in your liver and you may overdose. Please make sure you read up on DXM before you try it

Cheers,
mona.

 

[Shootin`Salad]

Deduction: MAN! You were fuct UP bro!

Good thing it was a positive experience for ya.
-Ty
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"Allways look on... the briiight.. siiiide of LIFE!" -Eric Idle

 

[DreamerBoy]

Raynie,
No, I've never robo tripped and I when I first read something about DXM I got kinda scared that what if some day I'll end up accidentally taking a pill that's DXM. But now that I think of it and think back at my experience it wasn't that bad after all.. it could've been DXM... not sure.
My friend (with whom I was rolling that night) has really been interested in ketamine lately.. I guess he'd like to try it cause he's searching for that kind of deep, death-like experiences too. I wasn't after them that night I just ended up having one...

It got me interested in that kind of exploring with drugs but I guess I'm still more into having a good time and dancing all night long..

 

[PLURalism]

I don't think that it was necessarily DXM, maybe just some powerful MDMA....the "touching within" feeling appeared to be in effect.
I too have found that E has helped me to work through a lot of issues, fear of death being one. I have a greater feeling of human mortality, but E has helped me to understand that death is not to be feared, and that such fear can prevent one from living life to the fullest. Peace.....