The Sad Thread (Anti-Snoo)

[Mugz]

Thought we should or could have a sad thread, for things that don't anger us enough to post in the angry thread and also we don't want to post in the gibberings thread to depress everyone. Mods feel free to get rid of it and merge it into gibberings if you like. Was just an idea.

I'm still really sad about the split with angelsmoke, yesterday especially, as it was 2 years ago yesterday, well it was the day after the FA Cup final two years ago that I first went to visit her. Was moping most of the day, thinking about angelsmoke and how much I miss her and love her still.

I need to get into the habit of calling her my ex, it is really hard though, also keep saying stuff like "Oh, we have that DVD at home.......oh I meant I had that DVD back at the house with angel"



Am also sad that I have to leave portsmouth tomorrow and go back to the world of work, has been good to see my family and friends and spend time with them here, will be sad to leave them.

 

[Myshkin]

What if you're angry that you're sad? Or sad that you're angry?

Or what if you just feel a formless blanket of doom being draped over your weary shoulders and you forget what it's like to feel anything beyond that?

What if I'm thinking about this just a little too much?

 

[breakcorefiend]

lol^

I get how your feel mugabe, its the unshakable thoughts that life IS better with her that get to ya, what i found helpful was good mates and something to do, i found going to the woods with a load of ppl and having a mini free party involving more drugs then i can remember really helped me, and on the comedown i had forgotten all bout 'the ex' because i was in such a state of disrepair lol

 

[bighouse911]

i have 4 3000 word essays due in tomorrow and they are all going to be terrible long day ahead of me, wish I had worked harder...

 

[Lazyscience]

im just sad in general. im missing my girlfriend shes gone to america for 8 months and i cant get a job. im looking at probably being a full time kitchen porter again which is horrible.

 

[smackcraft]

Sad rather than the usual angry tonight ....

Went a walk as i usually do hoping to see Papaver Somniferum but find the usual pish every where and fucking heaps of them , if i had a .1 for every non opium poppy i have seen around here i swear to god id have about an ounce if not more ... why why why cant they be the proper ones

anyway so walking back home and theres this guy standing outside the shop scratching his scratch card next to his brand new merc and i just thought fuck off, ive got nothing hoping for a job and your standing next to your fancy car hoping to get more than you already have ,, then a boy walks out of the chipper and i thought i might go for a job there and realized there just how bad things are that i would go from what i usually do to working in a greasy chipper

 

[TheSpade]

I'm fucking sad alright and angry, see the angry thread for more details!

 

[smackcraft]

just spent 2 hours looking through jobs on different web sites for nothing

 

[TheSpade]

I thought I was quitting my job at the end of this week, was nearly not going in this morning, but looks like I'll be working it for the next 6 months now. Wish I'd paid attention in the past week during training because I've really not got a fucking clue.

 

[Mailmonkey]

Went a walk as i usually do hoping to see Papaver Somniferum but find the usual pish every where and fucking heaps of them , if i had a .1 for every non opium poppy i have seen around here i swear to god id have about an ounce if not more ... why why why cant they be the proper ones

You just got to wait a bit mate.

They gonna be 2-4 weeks behind us in SW at least.

As soon as i see them coming into flower down here you'll be starting to see them sending up stems up there i reckon.

it's all so quick with them, they just explode evrywhere, and then they're gone for another year.

And it's like mushrooms, you can read and read and look at pictures, but still be unsure when you out for first few times. once you've mad e a definite ID you'll wonder how you ever found it so hard to ID the right ones, once you know them they are very distinctive....

what hapened about those blue petalled ones the other day, what were they?

 

[Mugz]

Is sad seeing my sister in so much pain and watching her health deteriorate before my eyes Was really sad being at the hospital with her this week too when she was having her 44th lumbar puncture 8( and getting her surgery options given to her by the neurosurgeon. Really hope she gets better soon.

 

[smackcraft]

the blue ones are poppies but the wrong ones im thinking cos the petals are falling off now and i cant make out a pod so far so i think they are the wrong ones

i will be able to tell for sure in a day or 2 cos its hard to see them properly from the location they are in but im sure theres no pods like on an opium poppy

 

[Sadie]

Thought we should or could have a sad thread, for things that don't anger us enough to post in the angry thread and also we don't want to post in the gibberings thread to depress everyone. Mods feel free to get rid of it and merge it into gibberings if you like. Was just an idea.

I'm still really sad about the split with angelsmoke, yesterday especially, as it was 2 years ago yesterday, well it was the day after the FA Cup final two years ago that I first went to visit her. Was moping most of the day, thinking about angelsmoke and how much I miss her and love her still.

I need to get into the habit of calling her my ex, it is really hard though, also keep saying stuff like "Oh, we have that DVD at home.......oh I meant I had that DVD back at the house with angel"



Am also sad that I have to leave portsmouth tomorrow and go back to the world of work, has been good to see my family and friends and spend time with them here, will be sad to leave them.

HEY! I started a thread like this yonks ago and was told there was an angry thread. Probably because I was miffed. That not quite being angry but irritated to a mild degree. Anyway, great thread. Sometimes you're not angry at all just needing a bit of a vent when you're down.

Sorry to hear you're not having the best of times. You know where I am if you ever need an ear to bend. Mine are quite bendy. Hope you feel better hun. I really feel for you both.

What if you're angry that you're sad? Or sad that you're angry?

If it gets that complicated you haul your ass to TDR!

 

[Gizmo101]

Thought we should or could have a sad thread, for things that don't anger us enough to post in the angry thread and also we don't want to post in the gibberings thread to depress everyone. Mods feel free to get rid of it and merge it into gibberings if you like. Was just an idea.

I'm still really sad about the split with angelsmoke, yesterday especially, as it was 2 years ago yesterday, well it was the day after the FA Cup final two years ago that I first went to visit her. Was moping most of the day, thinking about angelsmoke and how much I miss her and love her still.

I need to get into the habit of calling her my ex, it is really hard though, also keep saying stuff like "Oh, we have that DVD at home.......oh I meant I had that DVD back at the house with angel"



Am also sad that I have to leave portsmouth tomorrow and go back to the world of work, has been good to see my family and friends and spend time with them here, will be sad to leave them.

i no how u feel mate. some times it takes years to get over a exgirlfriend. i was with my ex for more then 20 years. we went throw so much grown up together. we never had kids of our own coz we coudnt. but she made me into a better person. i left school wen i was 12. wen i was 19 my ex showed me how to read + write. im still have a lot to learn but if it was not 4 her i wud not be able to write on this post. i owe so much to her but in the end she left me for my uncle. sad is not strong enoufh to explain how hurt i was by this. my family was pulled apart by it. i no longer have any thing to do wit my ex or my family coz of all this. i lost every one. she is now marryed to my uncle. all my family went to wedding, even my mother. i feel like they all must think tat i am a joke. this happed 8 years ago but i still wake in the night with a shock as if it just happed to day. it still hurts just as much to day but i have learnd to live with it. some times wen i look at my self + see a thin old ill looking bloke i think no wonder she went, but we were very happy. she was good to me + i was good to her. she has a kid with my uncle now + i hear he treats her + the kid very bad. he drinks a lot + he is nasty bastard wen he drinks. so i worry about her every minte of every day. i wud take her back tomorow + i wud love her kid like he was my own. but that will never ever happin. so i do no how you feel mate. the pain will always be there but you will learn to live with it. i no i sound like a moaning bastard in this post, but i am not normaly. i like to act happy + up beat on the out side + i have a dabble wen i can + tat cheers me up. on wards + up wards mate. sorry about the long post. you wudnt beleve how long it took me to write tis. god bless spell check! + i manged to not use any bad languge! i some times curse to much. look after you self! sorry to here tat you are sad, but these are the parts of us tat makes us who we are + makes us strong.

 

[brimz]

SAD
http://youtu.be/_Z9tEKs_yvM

 

[Jabberwocky]

thought i was about to prove something genuinely useful and was putting the last details in the construction, to realise one of those details contradicts the definition of something i'm using. ah can't explain it non technically but it would have been a ridiculously cool thing to be true, kinda deep too. one of those things where if its true its awesome but if its not true it really doesn't matter so there's no point in trying to disprove it. not sure if the ideas fatally flawed so gonna have another crack but its gonna be way more complicated.

 

[Allein]

What if you're angry that you're sad? Or sad that you're angry?

Or what if you just feel a formless blanket of doom being draped over your weary shoulders and you forget what it's like to feel anything beyond that?

What if I'm thinking about this just a little too much?

summed it up for me

 

[effie]

Dunno if I'm angry or sad today! Just.. shitty day.

Shame cos overall things are falling into place for me and I'm so happy, but looks like there's yet another obstacle to jump over. So fucking sick and tired of it today!

But (thanks cherry and monsta) "this too shall pass" and all will be well again, everything's been SO much better lately overall it's been amazing. Few hiccups lately though, few worries, and now a minor setback (I hope). Just need a day of being fucking pissed off and down I think.

 

[koneko]

... "this too shall pass"...

I'm quite sad to see a "sad thread" in EADD ...nevertheless sadness is ok and much underminded as an emotion. And we should just be with it. Nowt wrong with that really just one of the many million emotions us humans do lol...

Been spending a lot of time practising mindfulness meditation and learning to just live with these ebbs n' flows of emotions, letting them be what they are and letting them flow past as that is what they'll naturally do

Let sadness pass over and give it a wave

 

[smackcraft]

feeling really depressed and i dont know why

this is the worst kind of depression i get because if you know why your depressed you can at least try fix it but when im like this i just feel completely down and emotional ...

usually my methadone helps mellow out my emotions so what ever is making me feel this way while on my meth it must be pretty bad