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The Quilt of Guilt

Cami187

Cami187

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So I was just thinking does anyone else get the quilt of guilt ? (what I call it) I'm high as fuck on any substance, this is minus weed and sometimes not always.

I feel guilty for getting high or for taking a drug just to selfishly indulge ??

Does anyone share this or am I just wierd like that. Please post your thought's.
 
Yes i get that feeling from time to time.
Mostly when i'm coming down.

I dont know...imho if you chose to take a substance...enjoy it.

Like with eating...if people chose to live healthy and eat healthy and they eat something that's not so healthy they feel bad usually. But they should savor it.
Which again is healthier than feeling like they commited a sin.
 
Imo the guilt spirals from society and how we should and shouldn't live. Drugs are bad and all that shit your family and friends having to hide this certain side to yourself. I'm a pot smoker is about as far as it goes haha.
 
Lol, the quilt of guilt, I like it. Sounds like me on pot, other drugs don't make me feel like that very often at all, well maybe near the end of a bag of speed....but, pot if I smoke one hit too much I'll just be completely stuck on what a piece of shit I am.
 
I personally never feel guilt unless my drug use impacts other people, namely my family or fiancé. For instance if I blow off plans to go out and get loaded with friends my conscience can get the best of me so long as the drug I'm doing isn't an emotional blunter ie. Opioids, alcohol, or benzos. In that case it's not until the next day that I realize what a bad choice I made. Honestly my whole outlook on drug use is quite positive so I just don't really look at using as a bad thing, rather something embedded in human culture for centuries.

This view on drugs may contribute to my lack of guilt when indulging. With that said if you're using drugs as an escape from things in your life that need change then that guilt is your minds way of letting you know you should work on bettering yourself first, partying later. Besides drugs always feel the best when used as a reward for hard work. Being that this isn't a drug question I'm gonna send this to drug culture which is better suited for discussion and opinions like this.
 
Once again Plasticity explains it better than I could.

Yet now, as long as it doesn't (in)directly impact one of my friends/family members. There is no guilt... on many substances. Get me ~36 hours off of not taking benzodiazepines when you've been taking them for almost 14 years straight and throw a drug that isn't an opioid or alcohol in there... yeah I'll most likely feel rather guilty. If I'm on... my normal dose of benzos and opioids while I'm out with friends of mine, I'm not feeling guilty as well... pretty hard to nod off anymore. Since I actually am on the substances I've been addicted to for ages, I will be able to talk to them and tell them how I feel if they ask about something in my life or the other way around, and if I do hurt their feelings. It won't be till the next day till I realize how fucking stupid I was, which turns me into a very quiet/apologetic person, which isn't the best for myself... but as long as it keeps my friends my friends, and my family, well my family, I'll usually not feel guilty about using.
 
And once again I agree with both of you, Plasticity and Sleepwalker. This is why I've come to stably use drugs in the evening after I've done my work and/or plans for the day. And then I don't really feel bad about using, as long as it doesn't result in bad behavior. Which is why I decided to try to quit alcohol in any way possible - because I become a piece of idiot when drunk. Hence my name.
 
I was thinking of joining a gym and upping my exercise as I don't really do any but I'm not over weight or anything just generally unhealthy in the hopes it lifts my mood when using and not
 
I don't get guilty from taking substances

I have felt guilt over making a dumb decision or three while under the influence of too much subsrance(s)

That's as succinct as I can put it. I've cheated plenty of drugs tests with my own piss too*** and not those dumb detoxes either. If your test is so easy to beat that i can do any drug i want up to the morning of, I'm not ever gonna feel bad about it.


*** I am not a teacher don't ask me details.
 
It would be rude not to share such a technique haha flush with water is what I always done
 
It's against the rules to aid and abet law breaking here. It's all just science anyway.

Water flush is what everyone does ;). Creatine and b vitamin? Blyat pl0x.
 
i feel guilty for taking more oxys than i should and taking em pretty often TO GET High, not just solely for pain.

guilt for gambling and losing someimtes when i need the money for imprtant hings and regret for not maximizing the better form days (heaters/winning streaks - when all my bets land).
 
If you feel guilty for taking drugs, then you are not a psychopath and have no business taking them.
 
What about when your partner doesn't fully agree with your use or turns a blind eye tonite but you know she isn't happy about it ?
 
I think that would greatly depend on how much you value your partner. There is a sex/love/relationship forum for that stuff here as well
 
Only time i feel guilty is when im smoking weed and feel guilty about stealing someones medication to get high, like my moms, who actually need their meds. If someone just stock piles their meds and doesnt take them, well then im just helping them make space and get rid of "expired" and "extra" meds. My mom does need her meds though and sometimes i need them too like when i am having a panic attack or just some really bad anxiety so ill take a few benzos, but i dont feel bad about it until i smoke weed. For some reason weed makes me really empathetic and i feel bad about it. Oh well, whats done is done and i cant time travel so i need to just move on.
 
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