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The EADD Mental Health Support Thread

brimz

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This is really more of adark side type thing but i would be gratefull if any one else who posts in EADD suffers from a diagnosed Mental Health problem .

As some of you may have noticed my posting has been a tad erractic of late to say the least 8(
Well obviously drugs n booze have played a part in this , but also i've been having a episode for want of a better word .

So what i'm asking is do any of you guys suffer from the a hidden illness ?

I understand folk may not want to put it out their for fear of being judged , well thats part of the problem init unfortunatley:|
 
I have no mental health problems diagnosed and have always been in tiptop form, mentalist wise. Mentally I am perfect. And physicaly am pristine.

I'm sorry brimz you have the a hidden illness episode.

I think there are many people here with hidden illnesses, mentalists.

I'm not sure if drug use comes as a result of mental health issues, or if the reverse is true for a lot of people. How about you brimz? Is your drug use a result of your mental health issues? Or vice versa?
 
Its very complex but yeah i was seeing a psych when i was 12/3 years old due to my erractic behaviour at school , mind i'd already started taking puff that when i was 10 .

I think the 10 years of canning xtc n raving 24/7 that folllowed may have not helped but when i found opiates it was like i had found this wonder cure to all the anxiety / depression etc so i started self medicating with it which led to addiction as is common with many opiate addicts.

I had a really bad GP though who was easilly manipulated which led to me getting loads of drugs rather thanthe proper treatment that would of helped me .
 
I'm liking the thread brimz <3 a sensitive topic.



Since we are all human I reckon we all have mental health :D... It's the labels I can't stand :X Who says it ain't normal? Exactly :|
 
I found I did get depressed when I was young but since I started on the psychedelics it seems to have cured me of all that. Particularly psilocybin.
 
I found I did get depressed when I was young but since I started on the psychedelics it seems to have cured me of all that. Particularly psilocybin.

This is intresting , many of the folks i know blame psychedelics for either worstening their menatal helth or setting of under lying issues .
Stims also, stims are well known to set off under lying problems.
 
Psilocybin did a lot for me, like Ismene says, but I'd urge caution with moving on to massive doses. It's a make-or-break thing.

If your house is made of cards then the fucker's coming down, for better or worse.
 
yeah u wanna see what as written on my 1st DLA form it was like a lsit of every mental disorder going at the time ,
certainly didn'y help my self esteem all those labels .

Bi Polar had not been really identified back then though ((1997) Well if it had Gps weren't using it as a label .
 
I wish charlie clean was here...off on his hols indeed.

Labels are to be watched.
 
other than on and off depression which I treat as an everyday normality and i can deal with and kinda feel comforted with brimz, I'm okay

I have a friend with schizophrenia tho. I don't believe it takes much to push even the most levelheaded human into an unpleasant or unfamiliar abyss.

you've done an unfamiliar dance with booze recently. i doubt that's sitting well in Bimzmind. you said yourself that it had set you a little off balance and it wasn't feeling good the day after. it's my favourite intoxicant, but for me it's like drinking water.

you may be a little more back in Brimzland after this experience is out of your system and youre back in familiar territory.

Love n lots of hugs n stuff <3

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my advice? keep with the familiar for the near future, until youre back on your feet again :)
 
havnt been diagnosed with anything but sometimes im pretty sure thers something not right. I think i need to calm down on the drugs for 2012 :)
 
I have been diagnosed with bi polar and social anxiety disorder, therefore I'm quite heavily medicated with Venlafaxine, olanzapine and pregabalin. Quite a crazy combo of meds I know but they do allow me to lead some sort of a 'normal' life! I have to see my psychiatrist and my psychologist on a weekly basis and I'm currently doing CBT to try and help with my social phobia, it's going quite well and I'm able to rationalise in a comfortable enviroment but when I'm out and caught up in my irrational thoughts it's harder to put into practice!
 
I've currently got a diagnosis for "acute clinical depression" and " unspecified anxiety disorder"......today has been a bit of dark day TBH I've not been very functional at all. I'm on Venlafaxine which at least doesn't make me ill and have started CBT, face to face of late, I've already tried the CBT light the NHS do over the phone but that didn't really help much.

Same as Acidtek it's one thing talking about stuff but in the real world it's far from that easy to put it into practice, I can accept when talking to the counselor ( does that have 1 or 2 'l's even the spell checkers can't decide" ) that I not a complete c**t but deep down there's allot more work to do and lets not even get into how I interact with other people, my view of reality etc etc...
 
I refuse to be diagnosed with anything.

They've told me I'm on the autistic spectrum, but I think it's bollocks (mainly because my mother insisted there was something 'wrong' with me and pushed for a diagnosis).

I can relate to being schizoid though.

I got told the other week I'm incapable of communicating. It's more the fact I don't want to communicate with illogical, irrational morons.....
 
Labels are to be watched.

Why what do they do when most people aren't looking ;) I've got some L9960 Avery ones in the drawer do they need to be supervised....if only I had some MDPV I could watch them for days ;)
 
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