i've found that i roll hardest when i'm most relaxed. i don't know if it's something about the E settling in your blood instead of when you're up and dancing and constatly moving.... but i like when i roll with my boyfriend, just the 2 of us, at his house. usually eat a few pills and then chill, forget we even took them (if you're not anxiously anticipating it, you won't as often be disappointed, that's a fact. you can ruin a roll by doing that.) actually, a personal fave of mine that i discovered accidently was falling asleep after eating a pill and wake up OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND!! so anymore i usually eat on and go to sleep for half an hour, 45 minutes.... tell him to wake me up. i wake up CRAZY. he's usually all ready with the hot oil and the big fuzzy blanket. we give each other a full body massage (i especially like my legs and arms massaged even more than my back), then we turn out the lights and put on a blacklight or a colored light and listen to something calm, like my fave-- Robert Miles. we wrap ourselves up tight in the fuzzy blanket and just hold each other and talk.... you know how chatty you get on E... well, it's a time for us to really open up to each other and LISTEN to each other and say what's on our minds. don't really like having sex on E because i can't concentrate and for some reason it brings me down quicker... i don't know if that's normal or not, he REALLY likes it... but oh well. however, i do like it on the comedown, usually end up falling asleep so i don't get e-pression when i come down.
i also like taking hot bubble baths with him, it intensifies my roll every time. very relaxing. bubble baths in candlelight are awesome. and again, gotta have the robert miles.
when its warm outside we used to go lay in the grass behind his house at night under the stars on the big fuzzy blanket. it's just really romantic, and he's not a really romantic-kinda guy, but it brings out the soft side of him.
i find i roll better with him when we're alone, or me with my friends and him with his.... but when we're all together, he tends to do his own thing and it brings me down cuz i just wanna hug hug hug
and he is kinda freaked out by gay people and a lot of my friends are gay, and they are EXTREMELY friendly, so i think that ruins his roll. i'm getting off the subject here.
only did THIS a few times.... but rolled with him on the beach during sunrise after Whistle... it was totally incredible. with the water splashing over us and the warm sun.
but when we aren't in a relaxing mood, we go downstairs to what we call our "rolling room" where we have parties and dance dance dance... it's all done up in fuzzy everything, blacklights, colored lights, a big stereo, lots and lots of glow stars and glow things, blowup furniture, beanbag chairs, a vicks vaporizer, and fuzzy toys and big big soft stuffed animals that you can sit on and hug hug hug! interior decorating by E-girl!
another note on the rolling room..... so many memories there..... have lots of DJ friends who are nice enough to throw parties at my house for free... usually can make a lot of money myself cuz i give rid of my E and acid at the door (am i allowed to say this??) and everyone signs the one wall with a glow pen, their name, the date, and what pill they ate.
we're starting on another wall now!
and one of my friends had this idea for all the dead glowsticks.... we have glowstick heaven-- i can't figure out what they're building out of all those glowsticks, but i think it's just a cool design. they use hot glue
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alwayzzzz PLUR & happy
rolling...
E-girl
*I said "no" to drugs, but they just wouldn't listen!*
**I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it**
[This message has been edited by E-girl (edited 15 November 1999).]
[This message has been edited by E-girl (edited 15 November 1999).]
