Weed puts you more into your mind, if you get me...
Like i find that the my attention can be taken from what im watching on tv to questioning my own thoughts... Seeing every side to everything.
I think that some people could self diagnose, and then the negative thoughts on having a mental illness snowball on each other and keep getting mulled over until they truly believe they are...
Especially if they are a bit withdrawn and don't have other peoples positive perspective/ideas to help them..
Recently i had a few bad trips on LSD and a week after when i smoked i got uncomfortable around my friends and rushes of anxiety, but it was just because i would get one thought, and question it, then question that and just keep doing it... And i would come to conclusion of "your crazy"
For example, i smoked a few cones, smashed myself. It was slightly cold in the room, but since i was high i started feeling the cold heaps, and started shivering heaps, i could not stop shivering.. so i was like, am i cold, or am i crazy?
That was also combined with, why are we watching the movie, are people laughing with me or at me?
Even though i knew the right answer myself.. i would question it and become uncomfortable with my own thoughts.
I think i had these thoughts because of the bad trip a few weeks ago, and that gave me some "am i crazy" thoughts...
I was not crazy i was just in the middle of a LSD trip, nothing made sense.
But i really really enjoyed smoking before my bad trips, so i didn't like the idea that i could not smoke with out tripping out.
So what did i do? Kept smoking at least once a week, starting with a joint, then cones..
But the trick was to dismiss the negative thought as soon as it arose...
Dismiss the questioning, if it was pointless, and focus on something like music or gaming.