Well, after shooting somethin-called-molly 2 or 3 consecutive days, I found myself really craving that high. I had a 20 mg ritalin and I thought...hmmmm. So I read a bunch of posts, about half say "that's stupid, dont do it." and the other half say, "I tried it, it was alright/sucked/awesome, but still stupid, don't try it."
I did less than 10 mg (I would guess around 8 mg) and while I feel something, I also feel like a dumb druggie. I used 100 units of water and filtered it twice with cotton. I know I should have used a micron filter. Now I am all paranoid that I missed, although I didn't feel pain and registered. However, my post-shot register took a slight movement of the needle for the blood to enter, so now I am rubbing and analyzing my arm. I suppose not being able to tell exactly where I shot is a good sign?
I might feel a bit better if I know I'm not the only one to engage in such reckless, silly behavior. In fact I'm sure my story seems like chickenshit to many of you, but then shooting rit seems particularly risky, and I won't do it again. I hope I can stick to that.
tl;dr:
1) What's a stupid thing you've done to get high and almost immediately regretted?
2) If I missed, how long would it take for a bruise to form? Right now I am looking at my vein goin "hmmm....is that a red spot?...i can't tell if that's a lump." My intuition tells me I would be less uncertain if there were a serious issue. The stupid rit is probably just making me anxious.
Edit: I put this in DC because I wasn't sure I could make it into a question. If a mod thinks it would be more appropriate in OD, please move it.
I did less than 10 mg (I would guess around 8 mg) and while I feel something, I also feel like a dumb druggie. I used 100 units of water and filtered it twice with cotton. I know I should have used a micron filter. Now I am all paranoid that I missed, although I didn't feel pain and registered. However, my post-shot register took a slight movement of the needle for the blood to enter, so now I am rubbing and analyzing my arm. I suppose not being able to tell exactly where I shot is a good sign?
I might feel a bit better if I know I'm not the only one to engage in such reckless, silly behavior. In fact I'm sure my story seems like chickenshit to many of you, but then shooting rit seems particularly risky, and I won't do it again. I hope I can stick to that.
tl;dr:
1) What's a stupid thing you've done to get high and almost immediately regretted?
2) If I missed, how long would it take for a bruise to form? Right now I am looking at my vein goin "hmmm....is that a red spot?...i can't tell if that's a lump." My intuition tells me I would be less uncertain if there were a serious issue. The stupid rit is probably just making me anxious.
Edit: I put this in DC because I wasn't sure I could make it into a question. If a mod thinks it would be more appropriate in OD, please move it.
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