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Been taking tetrazepam (a not well-known benzo) for a few months (got them prescibed for neck problem), but never exceeded about 150mg at a time, which was already enough to get me sort of high, extremely relaxed in any case...decided the other day that I wanted to get really high though, took 300 mg (that's equivalent to 60mg diazepam (Valium), might help to know that) and WOW. I don't have much experience with other drugs (aside from marijuana and alcohol) but seriously that was intensely amazing. I just felt so relaxed, couldn't care about anything anymore, I've been going through some rough stuff but I just couldn't care less. Also I felt completely woozy, like when you're really drunk, I couldn't really stand up and stuff, kept running into walls but MAN it felt good. This lasted for about 2 hours but then coming down was seriously awful, I got super depressed, all the negative thoughts I had just bounced back and I didn't manage to sleep at all...was forcing myself not to take any more pills. But anyway, never realized how strong those things were! I've been addicted for a while but as I said, stuck to relatively low doses and it worked fine enough for me. They're definitely very addictive, not because of any feeling of euphoria (there is none), but you just feel very empty, in a good way, especially if you're otherwise depressed. Wouldn't recommend anyone trying a high dose though. Well if you can stay away from them entirely it's probably best, actually. Hard not to get addicted to those things. Has anyone felt the same sort of high (and then an awful experience coming back down) after such a dose of Valium? I realize it actually wasn't that high a dose, but, you know, enough to get you pretty high when you don't have much tolerance yet.
