Mental Health Terrible and awful experience

[thegreatest]

hello so my name is so and so for now , i have recently been released from psych facility where i was detained on a warrant for longer than the typical 48 hours well i was here i felt used and abused wrongly treated neglected my rights and imprisoned against my will. The nurses were poorly education and often old hags, the other patients were out of hand and usually wanting to conspirasize. Some although were very interesting and sharred the same interest and problems i was having. I might later get into the history of my life and the huge deli-ma that doesn't end.

I live in Texas and to my knowledge i dont believe my parents can even file a warrant with out some form of proof my violence or harm to one self. please note that i have never wanted to hurt my self or any one else other than self defense. I would also like to add even it were to be a legal warrent how could they hold me past 48 hours, while i was there is saw many people come and go who were on the same warrant as i was: a magistrate. to continue i was held here for two weeks where i explained to them (the doctors) that the reason for being in here is that my parents are sick and freaked out about my research studies about asbestos, which does call hallucinations.

I was finding fibrous deposits around where i grew up i was taking samples from the sites and comparing them with the internet sources and sending some to the epa and other agencies to begin testing, the doctors told me that i was schizophrenia for doing this and that i was having delusions about this stuff and that it isn't real. i then brought samples on to the facility to show the doctors and a judge at court hearing two weeks after my original detention, the doctors on the other hand were trying to have the court order psychiatric medications to treat me for believing that there was asbestos in the town i am from.

anyways long story short i went through those two weeks saying not a word to any one but maybe one friend i met while i was in there, i simply answered the series of questions that the doctors asked in the morning with yes or no and that is it. these questions were usually: have you ever wanted to hurt any one or yourself? no> have you ever had any visual or auditory hallucinations? no> and do you believe asbestos is real? and yes? at then end of the two weeks we had the hearing and all three doctors testified that i was terminally ill and i testified that i wasnt and that its only asbestos that makes you think i am delusional but i am not delusionlizing asbestos so how can i be ill.

its real. my parents were also here at the hearing and testified that it was actually asbestos under there breath, given this is a field my father has done work in. Gives them no reasons to say that this stuff is not asbestos. I have read large some of text on pyschology and philosophy and no for fact that i am not in any form of psychosis just may be a little ocd. Lastly iwas held here at theis pysch facility for nearly a month where i was wrongly treated like i say earlier and given pyschiatric medications (invega) (paliperidone) which have ruined me and left me souless. which i might explain in other threads but long story short i havent ejaculated in a month and two weeks and i havent been able to feel my self either and this is just ultimately terrible and awful.

this is my testimony please read i am 22 years old and neeed help. i have contacted disablity rights and lawyers from all around to get this situation on a wraps and hopefully gain some kind of settlement for my horrible expereience and copinsations for being jobless and lossing a month of my life at a crucial time in my research . Please reply soon and help i will log on once a day and add some blurp of thoughts or knowledge or info upon this matter. righ now the side effects are getting to me

 

[BurritoJimmy]

Im sorry for your awful experiences. It sounds like you have a mental disorder that needs treatment whether it be drugs or some form of therapy. I know you dont think so and I don't discount that you were probably mistreated but your rambling reminds me of things my schizo aunt would talk about. My advice would be to entrust your care to your parents. Its not a guarantee that their decisions will be the best, but you dont seem to be in a position to know whats best for you either. I dont know you at all and I may be wrong but my impression is that you have a significant disorder.

 

[T. Calderone]

If you truly think that you have an asbestos problem, talk with your parents. They can have your home inspected and take it from there. Generally, with a mental health hold the facilities can keep you as long as they see fit. Are you seeing a doctor or therapist now?

(BDD ------- > Mental Health)

 

[Edaw'Naflagn]

hello so my name is so and so for now , i have recently been released from psych facility where i was detained on a warrant for longer than the typical 48 hours well i was here i felt used and abused wrongly treated neglected my rights and imprisoned against my will. The nurses were poorly education and often old hags, the other patients were out of hand and usually wanting to conspirasize. Some although were very interesting and sharred the same interest and problems i was having. I might later get into the history of my life and the huge deli-ma that doesn't end.

I live in Texas and to my knowledge i dont believe my parents can even file a warrant with out some form of proof my violence or harm to one self. please note that i have never wanted to hurt my self or any one else other than self defense. I would also like to add even it were to be a legal warrent how could they hold me past 48 hours, while i was there is saw many people come and go who were on the same warrant as i was: a magistrate. to continue i was held here for two weeks where i explained to them (the doctors) that the reason for being in here is that my parents are sick and freaked out about my research studies about asbestos, which does call hallucinations.

I was finding fibrous deposits around where i grew up i was taking samples from the sites and comparing them with the internet sources and sending some to the epa and other agencies to begin testing, the doctors told me that i was schizophrenia for doing this and that i was having delusions about this stuff and that it isn't real. i then brought samples on to the facility to show the doctors and a judge at court hearing two weeks after my original detention, the doctors on the other hand were trying to have the court order psychiatric medications to treat me for believing that there was asbestos in the town i am from.

anyways long story short i went through those two weeks saying not a word to any one but maybe one friend i met while i was in there, i simply answered the series of questions that the doctors asked in the morning with yes or no and that is it. these questions were usually: have you ever wanted to hurt any one or yourself? no> have you ever had any visual or auditory hallucinations? no> and do you believe asbestos is real? and yes? at then end of the two weeks we had the hearing and all three doctors testified that i was terminally ill and i testified that i wasnt and that its only asbestos that makes you think i am delusional but i am not delusionlizing asbestos so how can i be ill.

its real. my parents were also here at the hearing and testified that it was actually asbestos under there breath, given this is a field my father has done work in. Gives them no reasons to say that this stuff is not asbestos. I have read large some of text on pyschology and philosophy and no for fact that i am not in any form of psychosis just may be a little ocd. Lastly iwas held here at theis pysch facility for nearly a month where i was wrongly treated like i say earlier and given pyschiatric medications (invega) (paliperidone) which have ruined me and left me souless. which i might explain in other threads but long story short i havent ejaculated in a month and two weeks and i havent been able to feel my self either and this is just ultimately terrible and awful.

this is my testimony please read i am 22 years old and neeed help. i have contacted disablity rights and lawyers from all around to get this situation on a wraps and hopefully gain some kind of settlement for my horrible expereience and copinsations for being jobless and lossing a month of my life at a crucial time in my research . Please reply soon and help i will log on once a day and add some blurp of thoughts or knowledge or info upon this matter. righ now the side effects are getting to me

I was too put in a ward. Sadly for a week but at least not two weeks like you... Jesus man... Horrid, horrid, experience IMO. Everyone was crazy, the nurses were too and they had me on a medication which they refused to change to my Ativan at that time and gave me risperdone... I was allergic to it and it prevented me from breathing every night! I almost died the later days in the weeks due to my dose being upped and then down before I left (thankfully!). It was so bad and I feel for you man. If you need to talk just message me man I'm here for you since I've done through what you have as well. I could write a short novel of my time in that hell of a ward but I've gotten so much better and feel much happier now too being switched off that's shit many years back right as I got out and now take Xanax, Diazepam when they want to taper my xanax dose, & Temazepam too for sleep. I'm so sad to read your story and it brought back those horrid memories of that, "place"...