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peacefuldreamer09

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I've decided that the progress I've made from MDMA is more than enough, I honestly have a really hard time with not being able to feel happy really for a week after I do ecstacy. My experience with it,is that I am able to achieve the same level of closeness as I would on MDMA, so I'm not going to stretch myself too thin, esp during the holidays.

Will I do it again? I'm sure, I don't ever regret the things that I've learned and how I've grown. Some other time I suppose :)
 
When I do ecstasy and have an amazing night, the next day I am usually so drained that I can't even think of how good the night was until the day after THAT! :/
I do love mdma though, I wish I could have that magic feeling every time, all the time
 
Take a break. I have read peoples stories on here about losing the magic and what not, and its just about the most depressing thing i have ever heard. I would rather ruin every other drug known to man before ruining MDMA.
 
Yeah I'm taking a few months off as well. I just got into it like 2 months ago and have already done it on 3 occasions. Thanks to this forum I am taking action and holding off for a while so that I can keep this amazing thing fresh! Like most people on this forum are saying, 3-4 times a year. I'm going to start living by that.
 
I would say no often than once a month at least but it depends on the person. Some can handle it.
But I feel really terrible the next couple days after the M. Have you tried 5-HTP? My boyfriend and his friends recommended that for me. They don't feel as terrible the day after (okay, they feel fine the day after) but I feel miserable and tired and just plain bla! If you have one pill of 5-HTP (you'll find it in a regular grocery store or something), it is supposed to make your high even better. And if you have one when you come down, it's supposed to be a much nicer comedown. I don't know much about 5-HTP so you might want to do some research and learn about it but that's what I've heard.
 
Hey that's great that you've been able to achieve MDMA levels of closeness without using the drug. That's also what's been happening to me...my connections to other people seem to have opened up and gotten stronger even without having to use MDMA. It's really great to see how it's been able to improve my ability to connect to other people. I may take an extended break too and focus more on developing these connections without MDMA, the last couple of times were great but I can't deny that the magic seems to be on the decrease.
 
Thanks you guys. I do take 5-htp after, and it seems to cut down the week recovery to maybe 4 days, I do have chronic pain, so I'd imagine that it's harder on me to use MDMA. I really haven't done it a lot of times, but the thought of recovery where my seratonin is so depleted that I'm trading an awesome night for a week of unpleasant makes me cringe. I still have a bad day once in a while, but at least I am able to go back to very happy pretty easily without it.

I may just wait until my birthday, my boyfriend has the same bday the end of may, I think that would be a lot of fun. I need to get some things together right now, was just offered a new job I would start on the 20th, so rolling would be unwise.
 
i'm on a break as well, 3 months minimum starting a few weeks ago. i'm off the mdx's as well as all other psychedelics, but i'm keeping the pot! i'm liking mdma just a leeeeetle too much, and i don't wanna break my brain. as for the others, i'm finding that it's all just too therapeutic, and not fun enough. i love love love lsd, but really, i don't need to do self-therapy every. single. time. i drop. so for now i'm gonna work on the self-therapy without lucy, and see if i can find her fun-loving joyful side after an extended break. same can be said for 2c-b, i get all sketched and nervous when i'm on it, no fun at all.
good luck on your break! i've been to one bad ass party without drugs since my break, and it was still bad ass! i'm glad to know i can still party without getting high :-D
 
i'm on a break as well, 3 months minimum starting a few weeks ago. i'm off the mdx's as well as all other psychedelics, but i'm keeping the pot! i'm liking mdma just a leeeeetle too much, and i don't wanna break my brain. as for the others, i'm finding that it's all just too therapeutic, and not fun enough. i love love love lsd, but really, i don't need to do self-therapy every. single. time. i drop. so for now i'm gonna work on the self-therapy without lucy, and see if i can find her fun-loving joyful side after an extended break. same can be said for 2c-b, i get all sketched and nervous when i'm on it, no fun at all.
good luck on your break! i've been to one bad ass party without drugs since my break, and it was still bad ass! i'm glad to know i can still party without getting high =D
 
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