Meth just causes obsessive, compulsive behaviour. If your starting to carpet tweak, then ya, you might have some psychological dependency issues, but I kind of already assumed them from your thread asking about combining RoA's to try and get some type of magical feeling, when we can't know how doing things makes you feel, and you can only figure this out through experimentation. I'm not saying your a hardcore tweak fiend that would do anything for one more shard.
Enjoy getting off with one point at a time while you can. I came off of a hiatus where the last time I had done it I smoked a teener to myself in 36 hours, started out with a point, like you, but I didn't get off. I diluted my shit too much, cause I didn't think it made that much of a difference. I had been shooting for 6 months before I first tried a thick shot. Threw 15u on 4 points, drew up 45, amazed at pulling up 3 times the amount I thew on it, registered, started plunging, got down to the last 10 units and I was so overwhelmed the second I started pushing in that I fucked off the last 10 and had a bad fucking miss, but it was the greatest sensation I had ever felt in my life. Better than the best orgasm ever. Came at a price though Hallucinations so bad from ONE bump I ended up in the ER. You'd think...don't do that again, but the sensation was so amazing, I said fuck the consequences and kept doing that shit suicide attempt after suicide attempt after suicide attempt. I will still do the occasional bump, but only one per day, and never do I do it more than twice in one week, and doing them that close together is a rarity. I can't go on 1 week, 2 week benders...hell, I tried going 2 nights in a row in January and freaked the fuck out.
That shit already fucks with the mind, but in the rig, it's 10x worse.
Not necessarily looking for a magical feeling, just the perfect high. It's more curiosity than anything, maybe a bit of gradually finding the drug dull and losing its luster. Yes, yes, that means a build in tolerance. I dunno, I just like to find the most efficient way of doing something. Granted, only I can know what works best for me, so, maybe I worded my inquiry wrong. I suppose what I meant to do was ask if there were a combination of roa's and or experience that anyone would like to share.
When I said that one point was fine for a day, I left out how, usually after 6 to 8 hours after administering the dope, I do another shot. I do a larger shot, usually about half a point to a point more. I do this for, on average, for 4 days straight. I can't , out of good conscious and covering my ass from potential scrutiny and banishment ,recommend such binging, the needle, or increasing dosage with every slam for safety reasons, but, hell, I will say that I have a blast and it works for me.
Sounds to me, and let me admit I have no right to say a damn thing on the matter and the say that you likely will conclude "no shit Sherlock" after reading my no brainer, that your tolerance was through the roof, to the moon, and dangerously speeding back to a collision with Earth where you'd slam about six feet under the soil. I know, "no duh", but you were in dire need of cooling off and letting that dopamine replenish it's happy reservoir. I go on 3 to 4 day binges about twice a month, sometimes more, with about 2 weeks inbetween getting out my tools to slam myself into an orgasmic stupor to give my back, which causes me pain sober, let alone after being awake, active, and tense for days, a break so I don't have to experience the embrassment and feelings of inadequacy I experience when using my cane...people stare in confusion when you're in your twenty.
Steering back closer to the topic of roa's, yes, the needle is the devil, but also my little savior. Just having one, but no drugs of any kind, makes me feel compelled to slam away. Damn nasty habit, but as long as I find it fun, I'll neglect to break it. The day that I turn from a happy slave to a beaten one is the day I'll try to escape the needle's grasp. It's a day coming closer and closer with each step it causes me to pair with a tap of my cane. So, I suppose I'm seeking to play with other roa's to cool it on the rig.
Now plugging, the way I have yet to try. Is it worth destroying a rig and jamming it into my virgin butthole to experience? What's a good water ratio? Is it like the needle, and having too much water lessens the orgasmic flood brought on by the storm of the rush? Like every othe rig dependent tweaker, the rush, and maybe the ritual one religiously goes through to find it, is where its at for me.
