radiationman
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- Aug 6, 2011
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I have been doing real well for awhile. I started back in school last fall, wasn't drinking to much, wasn't shooting too much, basically staying out of trouble. I even became the president of a club at my college. Then yesterday the "rug" was pulled out from under my feet. Due to financial reasons, I would rather not go into, I was forced to drop my classes, basically, drop out.
It is essential to my well-being that I keep myself busy, you know, idle time is the devil's plaything blah-blah-blah. My first thought was to go buy a bunch of heroin. Shoot it all up where no one would find me and basically just go out with a bang(pun intented). Then the other usual methods, throw myself off a bridge, jump in front of a speeding train etc.
So my soon to-be wife was finally able to calm me down, and I didn't do anything rash. I have always considered suicide as a way out if things ever get bad enough. I believe it is every person's right to kill themselves if that is what they want, but that is another topic for another time.
The purpose of this thread, for those of you nice enough to read it, is to say a few kind words and any advice on keeping the blues at bay. Thank you for taking the time to read this thread.
PS - I am thinking about getting out of the city because I don't want a dope habit. Although some opies sound delicious right about know. I am thinking about skipping town.
It is essential to my well-being that I keep myself busy, you know, idle time is the devil's plaything blah-blah-blah. My first thought was to go buy a bunch of heroin. Shoot it all up where no one would find me and basically just go out with a bang(pun intented). Then the other usual methods, throw myself off a bridge, jump in front of a speeding train etc.
So my soon to-be wife was finally able to calm me down, and I didn't do anything rash. I have always considered suicide as a way out if things ever get bad enough. I believe it is every person's right to kill themselves if that is what they want, but that is another topic for another time.
The purpose of this thread, for those of you nice enough to read it, is to say a few kind words and any advice on keeping the blues at bay. Thank you for taking the time to read this thread.
PS - I am thinking about getting out of the city because I don't want a dope habit. Although some opies sound delicious right about know. I am thinking about skipping town.
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