rainbowrose
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jan 11, 2016
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- 4
Hello again everyone!
It's me, the heroin noob. I've only been using since last October, and since a few months ago I've noticed stiffness in my hands in the morning. It takes a few minutes for my hands to loosen up again. Googling symptoms is always the worst thing a hypochondriac could ever do - and I found articles saying how heroin use could have really negative effects such as rheumatoid arthritis setting in.
I'm only 34. I haven't even been using that long, or that much. But now I have this thing happening, and I guess I'm coming here searching for reassurances of some sort. Perhaps you've experienced something similar? Maybe if I stop using, it'll go away? Maybe it's caused by something else? I'd go to a doctor, except that my insurance ran out at the end of last year, which is really what led me down this path to begin with. Pain management with heroin is just cheaper than buying pills, and more effective than weed. Such a fucked up system we have, but that's the way it is. And it's my choice in the end.
Just like how it'll be my choice to stop using, and hopefully soon. I completely understand now how hard it is to stop.
I ask for sympathy, patience, and understanding regarding my position. And if you can, please help?
Thank you, kind people.
It's me, the heroin noob. I've only been using since last October, and since a few months ago I've noticed stiffness in my hands in the morning. It takes a few minutes for my hands to loosen up again. Googling symptoms is always the worst thing a hypochondriac could ever do - and I found articles saying how heroin use could have really negative effects such as rheumatoid arthritis setting in.

I'm only 34. I haven't even been using that long, or that much. But now I have this thing happening, and I guess I'm coming here searching for reassurances of some sort. Perhaps you've experienced something similar? Maybe if I stop using, it'll go away? Maybe it's caused by something else? I'd go to a doctor, except that my insurance ran out at the end of last year, which is really what led me down this path to begin with. Pain management with heroin is just cheaper than buying pills, and more effective than weed. Such a fucked up system we have, but that's the way it is. And it's my choice in the end.
Just like how it'll be my choice to stop using, and hopefully soon. I completely understand now how hard it is to stop.
I ask for sympathy, patience, and understanding regarding my position. And if you can, please help?
Thank you, kind people.