salvadorianstud
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Long time reader but first time poster.
Brief history of use...I've been using heroin for about 4-5 years now. Usually about 40 bucks a day (which I realize is not THAT BAD of a habit but bad nonetheless). There was a period where I used one 8mg suboxone and split it into two days. Believe it or not that was enough for me to not go through any withdrawals. I was clean for a month after that. I went back on dope because I suffered from a seizure one day while at work and was told it was from my drug abuse. I always found how I had a seizure weird because it happened a month after I had stopped. I went back on opiates the minute I got out of the hospital because I was scared of suffering more seizures. That was on July 1st, 2012. I've been back on dope since. Now I've managed to get my hand on a suboxone again. I've been using it as a crutch for days I couldn't use. But it's weird, from what I remember, the last time I was clean for a month using that sub I don't remember having too many cravings or anything. For some reason I find it must have harder the second time around. I took 1mg of sub yesterday after 14 hours of my last dose and it took away about 85% of my withdrawal. I used again hours later (stupid I know...) and also today. My plan is to finish what I have tomorrow night and wake up Friday morning dope sick and take another 1mg. I only have 3mg left. I found from trial and error that I only really need 2mg MAX a day for my withdrawals. The thing is I'm scared if I stop again that I'll suffer from a seizure again. I'm not scared of the seizure itself but of the fact that I'm a shuttle driver for a hotel and if I suffer a seizure while I'm driving I could end up killing not only myself but other people. Is there anything I can do?
Brief history of use...I've been using heroin for about 4-5 years now. Usually about 40 bucks a day (which I realize is not THAT BAD of a habit but bad nonetheless). There was a period where I used one 8mg suboxone and split it into two days. Believe it or not that was enough for me to not go through any withdrawals. I was clean for a month after that. I went back on dope because I suffered from a seizure one day while at work and was told it was from my drug abuse. I always found how I had a seizure weird because it happened a month after I had stopped. I went back on opiates the minute I got out of the hospital because I was scared of suffering more seizures. That was on July 1st, 2012. I've been back on dope since. Now I've managed to get my hand on a suboxone again. I've been using it as a crutch for days I couldn't use. But it's weird, from what I remember, the last time I was clean for a month using that sub I don't remember having too many cravings or anything. For some reason I find it must have harder the second time around. I took 1mg of sub yesterday after 14 hours of my last dose and it took away about 85% of my withdrawal. I used again hours later (stupid I know...) and also today. My plan is to finish what I have tomorrow night and wake up Friday morning dope sick and take another 1mg. I only have 3mg left. I found from trial and error that I only really need 2mg MAX a day for my withdrawals. The thing is I'm scared if I stop again that I'll suffer from a seizure again. I'm not scared of the seizure itself but of the fact that I'm a shuttle driver for a hotel and if I suffer a seizure while I'm driving I could end up killing not only myself but other people. Is there anything I can do?