THE_REAL_OBLIVION
Bluelight Crew
Alright, after 11 months on methadone blood tests revealed something obvious : my body's hormones are fucked up. So I was switched to suboxone which is nowhere as "fun" as methadone but I guess it keeps wd at bay. Now the main point of this question : it took about 6 weeks for the effects to be felt, and holy shit did it kick in last sunday when I last SC'd the detatestryl. I couldn't contain with myself by doing nothing in front of the computer. I used to be a hockey player and baseball player until 20 years old but not being drafted to the professional junior hockey league of my province I stopped caring about my health. Except for a little stint in 2004-2005-2006 where I started using my stepdad's sitting bench and also having chosen 2 out of 3 possible (and mandatory 3 phys ed classes in college...canada's colleges are a lot different, especially in Qc) which were "Physical Conditioning" and then "Musculation". I didn't lose all of the muscle I gained then but I did get fat again because of the methadone and it's sugar munchies.
Is it normal that once this thing kicks in I cannot sit still and I suddenly picked a 15 lbs weight and did 3 series of 15 on each arm and it was like I was enjoying it, something I never achieved even when I was in top shape. It felt like I HAD TO FUCKING LIFT. So I did. Now 2 days later my arms hurt so badly, reaching for a glass in the pantry is painful, nevermind the bupe, it's a crappy painkiller, I understand now why the Buprenex 0.3mg ampoules are more than often used on kids rather adults.
Also, any tricks to prevent hurting so badly next time I sc that testosterone ? I still feel energetic but a bit anxious the 2 days after, the Hulk feeling vanished after the MUST LIFT day heh. Also does SC'ing it in your weed belly on the front performs better ? Because I sc'd in my love handles at first but I lost most of the fat on these sides already so I went for the front thinking it would destroy that ugly fat there fast too.
Is it normal that once this thing kicks in I cannot sit still and I suddenly picked a 15 lbs weight and did 3 series of 15 on each arm and it was like I was enjoying it, something I never achieved even when I was in top shape. It felt like I HAD TO FUCKING LIFT. So I did. Now 2 days later my arms hurt so badly, reaching for a glass in the pantry is painful, nevermind the bupe, it's a crappy painkiller, I understand now why the Buprenex 0.3mg ampoules are more than often used on kids rather adults.
Also, any tricks to prevent hurting so badly next time I sc that testosterone ? I still feel energetic but a bit anxious the 2 days after, the Hulk feeling vanished after the MUST LIFT day heh. Also does SC'ing it in your weed belly on the front performs better ? Because I sc'd in my love handles at first but I lost most of the fat on these sides already so I went for the front thinking it would destroy that ugly fat there fast too.