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Staight Man loving a lesbian??

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chrisdravend

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So here's my issue..a month ago... I made friends with this girl... 23y.o.<br>Beautiful.. funny, porn junkie, great taste in music, sounds like a great lover, artistic as hell.. <br>Gay....<br><br>We started texting one another everyday.. every min.. in about 2 weeks racked up about 400 messages...<br>We have nearly the same birthdays (virgos) we enjoyed the same porns , both play and write music together, eat and drink the same foods and booze, share the same views on relationships, talk the same , think the same, a perfect reflective image of one another...<br>Told me that I blew her mind away and that IF she ever went "that way" that I would be the guy for her...<br>she thinks im very attractive, incredibly gifted and loves my mind...<br>We play the "who is dominate" today game alot.<br>Shes drawn me with her on my lap on throne, calls me her dark king. ive compose music for her.. and hell, if you read the text messages. youd think we were in love with one another..<br>2 days after she told me that i connect with her mind, heart and soul.. she gets into a relationship with a female...<br>...i was hurt...<br>she knew... she said it was bad timing.... <br>and just the other day we played some sick I MISS YOU game that went on for nearly an hour... <br>and the whole time im thinking... WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING?<br>we spent the weekend together and at the beach we walked for nearly 2 hours holding hands, and held each other until the sunsetted.. toes holding toes, hands holdings hand, legs crossed. her face in my chest... and when we got home, we almost kissed.. while she has a gf... <br>But i didnt do it out of respect for her and her relationship.. i didn't want her to end up hating me for any mixed feelings later on...<br>So here I am,,, i cant stop thinking about her... its been a month and I feel that whens shes with her gf. i dont Exist... but when shes not there. im here world...<br>Do I even stand a chance here? She has my heart already...<br>and could have my body...<br>but i know her gf has her body. but i have a strange feeling that I have her heart...<br>and she wont tell me...<br>So should I wait it out and try to push my self in.. maybe wait for the right moment to kiss her(i wont pass it up next time thats for sure)<br>or should i just say forget it and just let it be??<br><br><br>
 
Now take a step back and think about it... if she was really into you would she have started dating this girl while things were apparently so perfect between the two of you?


She's leading you on... god knows why

if i was like that with someone and in the middle of all that said person started dating someone else, I would tell them to go fuck their sweet selves in the ass and walk away, but that's just me. she definitely doesn't feel about you the way you feel about her
 
If she wants you, she'll come to you. Don't hurt a great friendship. Remember that she identifies herself as a lesbian, not bisexual, not heterosexual. That's how she was born. Don't try to mess with her head. Be happy that you have a great friendship.
 
Next time you are cuddling just kiss her very lightly and then see where it goes.
 
Do you actually want her, or is the the classic "wanting what you can't have" scenario? Sounds like she is playing some terrible mind games with you, god knows why, but maybe with that in light, she isn't the person you think she is. She would HAVE to know that her actions are leading you on. But she keeps doing it. Which leads me to believe it is all some sort of sick game, and you need to get the hell out of it before you get really hurt.
 
I was on the fence for a while, but rereading it sets some alarm bells off, as well.

Don't mess with her. The barrier was not meant to be crossed.
 
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