so fuckin sick of being injured

theartofwar

theartofwar

Bluelighter
Joined
Jul 29, 2009
Messages
3,263
Location
Boston
i have a staggered tear in my right trap.

got it literally 3 days into my cycle.

thankfully I have cyp,eq,tren e that I can just load while it heals as they are long esters. But I'm pissed off, 4th day on blueheart dbols and I was fucking amazed how well they STILL work. Been awhile (literally 5 years) since I had seen bluehearts.

Oh well - dbol pushed back, so heres how the cycle lookin.

cyp - 800mg
eq - 600mg
tren e - 400mg
^ running for 10 months, shots every 5 days.
dbol - 2 months @ 30mg everyday.
winstrol months 8-10 50mg

I need dosing suggestions for masteron - months 6-10, anyone ?

Still same deal with peptides, HGH 3ius , GHRP 2 300mcg (100x3), will be implementing IGF soon. Also I look like the great white hope, I might try some MM2 lol
 
how do you know it's torn? Did you get an MRI? A torn trap is no joke and will have you out for months...I can relate to how you feel, my shoulders and knees have been fucked up for months...

My advice is drop the androgens and shoot 2iu hgh and some tesst
 
I have had multiple MRIs , it's staggered tear thank god. I'm already on 3ius GH and 300mcg of GHRP2 , cycle has changed some, doses are up - still waiting on rnning my bluehearts until i can really train again, i can barely box even yet it fuckin drives me nuts. but im not bout to hurt it more bro you kno ?
 
word...how did you tear it? I couldnt flex my trap for 3 months i thought i tore it...ice ice ice
 
man, i forgot to chalk up final set deadlifts, and the bar stuck to my right hand ... you can imagine the dropping weight + sticking to your hand affect ... all the downforce and weight just ripped into my trap, was brutal brother.
 
Say strong bro. tore mine, still about 70% strength.
So hard to be patient, I know.
I have blue hearts also, thought they stopped making those, but they rocked. Got them from a place in Japan.
I only bought 40, that's way to few, but it was a fun kick start. Good luck my friend!!
 
my bluehearts are mad old brother , they are solid 5 years old - but stored correctly and they are so much better than the naps.

I also just grabbed 100 of the new british dragon anavar - honestly it's so blatent that they teamed w/balkan pharm - they are basically exact same just different color.

You guys seen new bd stuff ? I can upload some pics

p-mo , nah not local w/the igf.
 
How did the "bar stick to your hand?" Sounds like you were using wrist straps? I never use wrist straps. Straps are bad news.

I have converted to taping my wrists though, after years of olympic lifts my wrists have started to hurt a lot and pop quite frequently when I put the bar down (I don't drop it, ever).

Between week in week out squats, deadlifts, olympic lifts, abs like crazy, cardio multiple times, etc etc etc and everything else lifting, sleeping on a defunct air mattress for over a year and working hour after hour at my computer in this pitiful cheap wooden chair on this science paper... I threw my back out bad after a long multiple hour session in the chair without getting up once one night, and then later that night the bed (for the X #th time this year) lost air overnight on me causing me to stress and strain it for hours while I slept.

I woke up with the worst back pain I've had in years. I mean I have back pain from lifting pretty much all the time, but this is something else.

I can't even sit in the chair anymore. I have my computer bolstered up on a stand at the table and just stand here when I work, which is every night so long as the pain is not so much all I can do is lay on the ground or lean on a counter/wall until I sleep. I have no couches or nice chairs or anything, just a few cheapo lawn chairs that hurt my back too if I sit in them for more than a few minutes.

My wrist and right thumb is all fucked up too from using the mouse too much at the wooden table. I have to tape up my wrist and thumb when I want to do work at night or else it is just pain pain pain.

I guess I should hit up that "ice ice ice" advice.

Anyways through it all I just keep lifting, like a dumbass, but fuck I have type 1 diabetes and have to exercise or else. I haven't been able to bar squat in over a month. I can do overhead squat just fine though, it is just anything that compresses my spine I can't deal with, so as long as the bar doesn't touch my shoulders when I go down I am ok. I just did deadlifts heavy (405 lbs a few single reps at the workout apex) for the first time in as long last week, and am feeling it bad again all weekend and week of course.

I have kept up my olympic lifts though. Last few weeks I have done a single rep 225 pound clean & press at the peak of my workouts (I'm 5'11" - 178 lbs) which I am happy with for now.

Sorry I just littered here, but the thread title is exactly what I keep saying to myself. I hurt my back and neck way back in Feb-March a few times too. The shit just won't stop.

I did buy a new mattress a week ago though, and it is helping a little bit... I just have no spare money now. And for some god forsaken reason my right knee is popping every time I go from having it bent to straight, so I'm standing even more now. Pretty much all day because it is pain pain pain if I don't. But even standing hurts too so pain pain pain we are inseparable.

Fortunately I do have this CJC-1293 and I think it's about time for a shot since I haven't had one in a week or so. Err maybe I need a few days worth of shots.......
 
^^ sleeping on an air matress for over a year? wow, Im poor too but that should be a priority to get a new bed, or find an old one thats clean, how can you stand that?
 
Lol actually it was just the last year it was really fucked up with the mattress losing air and getting deformed in the middle. It was an aerobed, I had used it for over 3 years actually. They are pretty well built just I should have shelled out the $ for a new one sooner.

The model I just trashed was around 280$ years ago but this one I just got that is like 3 feet tall was 320$ for the new top line aerobed. I have a thick memory foam pad on top too. It is fine as long as it doesn't get fucked up like my old one was... then yea you are asking for back problems.

I've moved apartments 3 times in 4 years lately so it helps with that too.
 
Not enough chalk - when i locked out and dropped the bar, the bar decided to stay onto my hand :(, anyway I'm back boxing and lifting things are good, still hoping to making my comp and def will be fighting =D. Thx fellas for the kind words.
 
your androgen doses are too large for your genetic potential. Or your diet/nutrition/recovery sucks ass. You need to back them down and run GH with HRT dose of testosterone with another anabolic with low androgen rating.
 
tore my labrum right in half, right when i was really getting so hardcore into weightlifting, haven't touched a weight since its been 6 months n i look like shit compared to then, thinkin bout startin back up again
 
Matsuo Munefusa. said:
your androgen doses are too large for your genetic potential. Or your diet/nutrition/recovery sucks ass. You need to back them down and run GH with HRT dose of testosterone with another anabolic with low androgen rating.
Click to expand...

Appreciated brother, I understand where you are coming from but no offense this is my prep for my contest - and to be honest you do not know my genetic potential. I understand this is good solid advice, I'll gladly post my diet if you are interested, it will be changing obviously as the months change and shit grows closer. But again, appreciate the honest criticism this is not a matter of fun for me, I hope you can understand. This is my lifestyle.
 
theartofwar said:
Appreciated brother, I understand where you are coming from but no offense this is my prep for my contest - and to be honest you do not know my genetic potential. I understand this is good solid advice, I'll gladly post my diet if you are interested, it will be changing obviously as the months change and shit grows closer. But again, appreciate the honest criticism this is not a matter of fun for me, I hope you can understand. This is my lifestyle.
Click to expand...

Dont know why art but i love u dude we got tons of shit in common
 
I'm off everything except peptides .. I am having a very hard time dealing w/suicide - i apologize if you have PM'd me and i haven't responded , I am having a difficult time right now please do not take it personally.

rest up CH, you'll get better brother.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top