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[Zennie]

What's wrong with me?
Why am i not satisfied?
Why am i not happy...
What's wrong with me?
It isn't missing those things I've
never had.
Only hoping for things
not in my reach.
Can i ask for your unconditional love
the way you held me in your arms when
I was young.
Through scraps and bruises and
rejection.
Now it's shunned
only to be able to be me.
I move on, but
can't help but look back.
I step forward,
sliding, sliping back.
No one to hold me up.
Shouldn't i do that alone?
Can i do that alone?
What am I?
Can you...can i
see through these barriers?
will this scare you?
am i too dependent beneath these scars?
can i care enough?
how can i show you...
how can i be, what i am...
Can i love?
Can i love myself?
What do you expect from me?
Hands, feet, toes,
Eyes, they say the doors to the soul.
Fingertips, lips and ears.
Parts of the whole,
separated from the whole
Can you accept me?
For all i really
want is
to be
me.
[This message has been edited by Zennie (edited 01 November 2000).]

 

[cherub]

Zennie,
My precious one. Remember you are wonderful the way you are. No changes needed. You need to love yourself and live your life as you own it as your own it. IT is a gift you have
Remember your beautiful and so sweet so adoring personality.
I love you !
life has a way of changing, and continuing to bring you new changes ! embrace them as they happen hun
Love you sweetie
~Mom~

 

[poezante]

::hugs & luvies to zen::
completely understand where ur coming from
things will get better..

always here fer ya,
-poey

 

[Crow]

(((((((mad hugs to yah))))))))))

 

[Zennie]

thank you...sometimes all you need is comfort and hugs...and then sometimes that just doesn't cut it...

 

[writnpage]

For all i really
want is
to be
me.

Zennie, it's the quest for individualism and the strife to constantly remain true to your ownself, inspite of the harshness that life brings along that honest journey, that makes you STRONG and beautiful and unique and amazing.
Love who you are the way you want others to love you, and they'll learn to love the love you have and accept you as is.
Loads of loves,
-Amina
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"Like a bird on a wire, Like a drunk in a midnight choir, I have tried in my way to be free" - Leonard Cohen