kevthizz
Bluelighter
This is about my first experience with shrooms. And my first hippyflip.
September 2003
This was a very fucked up time in my life. At any hour of everyday I was usually high on something(mainly dank weed). Sometime around the afternoon I head over to my boys apartment with an 1/8 oz of weed, 1/4 oz of shrooms, and 1 hit of ecstasy. I get over there and roll up a fat 1 gram blunt. I start asking him for advice on the shrooms since I knew he had experience with them. He tells me I should take all the caps first, so I dump the 1/4 on the table and separate the caps. I start chewing them up, after we smoke our blunt.
This is when things got weird. I chilled for awhile until I felt something, a light body high. I got up and my aspect seem to be messed up. Its hard to explain, ppl just looked funny. So I take off to smoke at my bros place.
I arrive there and my other bro is there chillin'. I asked them in a goofy sort of way if they wanted to smoke. Standing in the front yard smoking a blunt, the world never look so beautiful. I noticed the tree in front of me that seemed so big. The leaves were such a vibrant green. I just laughed the whole time. I looked over to my bros as I passed them the blunt and they appeared to be wearing some sort of mask or face paint even. This is when I really started trippin'.
We head inside to chill and listen to some music and smoke some more weed. We were inside a room and the walls seem to be alive(breathing). I looked at the white wall which had appeared to be melting with this red/green metallic color to it. I looked up at the ceiling and it was breathing too. The longer I stared at the ceiling the more intense it got, a very detailed pattern appeared. It was like the room I was in had transformed into some ancient temple. I also started getting certain vibes from ppl around me. My bro didn't care and thought it was funny I was there tripping on shrooms. Others seemed to despise that I was all goofy enjoying myself. I said to myself fuck em and continued to smoke more dank weed.
I eventually got back to my own room to chill out. Hours later it got dark and my brother called me for some weed. I took the rest of the 1/4 and popped the pill I had. Riding with my bro in the car on the freeway was crazy! And I thought I could drive at night off this shit. Whoa was I wrong, all I could see where the tail lights of cars leaving tracers. I couldn't even make out the lines that divide the lanes. We get to our destination to smoke, and I tell my bro hey I just did more, you're gon have to roll it up. After we finish this blunt,I almost pass out after I came up on the pill I took. It hit harder then I was used to, I was laying back in the seat with my eyes closed and my teeth were grinding like crazy. I had to try my hardest to stop grinding. The combo seemed to hit my body hard. I ended up stumbling around in the street bumping into everything in sight when I got in the house, my bro put me in bed. I lay in bed with this intense euphoria and intense body high. My eyes were open but I was somewhere else. I was in some sort of dream state. This is when my mind went wild. Several terrifying events played out and I seemed to be dead. I was nothing, as if I was looking at my body laying there.Eventually I snapped out of my dream state. The first thing that I asked everybody was "Did I die?" They just looked at me crazy with no comment. So I said "Did you hear me?" Then they just laughed. I don't know why I thought I had died, I just went through all these things that I dreamed that seemed so real. I don't know if this could have been ego loss or ego death. First thing I remember was looking at myself in the mirror not really recognizing myself.
Lesson learned, when not in a healthy state of mind, refrain from using psychedelics.8(
September 2003
This was a very fucked up time in my life. At any hour of everyday I was usually high on something(mainly dank weed). Sometime around the afternoon I head over to my boys apartment with an 1/8 oz of weed, 1/4 oz of shrooms, and 1 hit of ecstasy. I get over there and roll up a fat 1 gram blunt. I start asking him for advice on the shrooms since I knew he had experience with them. He tells me I should take all the caps first, so I dump the 1/4 on the table and separate the caps. I start chewing them up, after we smoke our blunt.
This is when things got weird. I chilled for awhile until I felt something, a light body high. I got up and my aspect seem to be messed up. Its hard to explain, ppl just looked funny. So I take off to smoke at my bros place.
I arrive there and my other bro is there chillin'. I asked them in a goofy sort of way if they wanted to smoke. Standing in the front yard smoking a blunt, the world never look so beautiful. I noticed the tree in front of me that seemed so big. The leaves were such a vibrant green. I just laughed the whole time. I looked over to my bros as I passed them the blunt and they appeared to be wearing some sort of mask or face paint even. This is when I really started trippin'.
We head inside to chill and listen to some music and smoke some more weed. We were inside a room and the walls seem to be alive(breathing). I looked at the white wall which had appeared to be melting with this red/green metallic color to it. I looked up at the ceiling and it was breathing too. The longer I stared at the ceiling the more intense it got, a very detailed pattern appeared. It was like the room I was in had transformed into some ancient temple. I also started getting certain vibes from ppl around me. My bro didn't care and thought it was funny I was there tripping on shrooms. Others seemed to despise that I was all goofy enjoying myself. I said to myself fuck em and continued to smoke more dank weed.
I eventually got back to my own room to chill out. Hours later it got dark and my brother called me for some weed. I took the rest of the 1/4 and popped the pill I had. Riding with my bro in the car on the freeway was crazy! And I thought I could drive at night off this shit. Whoa was I wrong, all I could see where the tail lights of cars leaving tracers. I couldn't even make out the lines that divide the lanes. We get to our destination to smoke, and I tell my bro hey I just did more, you're gon have to roll it up. After we finish this blunt,I almost pass out after I came up on the pill I took. It hit harder then I was used to, I was laying back in the seat with my eyes closed and my teeth were grinding like crazy. I had to try my hardest to stop grinding. The combo seemed to hit my body hard. I ended up stumbling around in the street bumping into everything in sight when I got in the house, my bro put me in bed. I lay in bed with this intense euphoria and intense body high. My eyes were open but I was somewhere else. I was in some sort of dream state. This is when my mind went wild. Several terrifying events played out and I seemed to be dead. I was nothing, as if I was looking at my body laying there.Eventually I snapped out of my dream state. The first thing that I asked everybody was "Did I die?" They just looked at me crazy with no comment. So I said "Did you hear me?" Then they just laughed. I don't know why I thought I had died, I just went through all these things that I dreamed that seemed so real. I don't know if this could have been ego loss or ego death. First thing I remember was looking at myself in the mirror not really recognizing myself.
Lesson learned, when not in a healthy state of mind, refrain from using psychedelics.8(
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