geedavid
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So SWIM has been dying to share his MDMA experience on one of these forums, and needs an opinion on if he should roll this weekend after 3 or 4 weeks of not rolling. SWIM first tried MDMA at his after-prom party at a club, where he took what he believes to be one cap, that a friend gave him free to try. SWIM's heart was racing as he took the pill and popped it... after a few minutes he still did not feel anything.. was it sugar stuffed in a cap? This was one thought looming in his mind.. until he went and asked the bartender for water... because after he turned around EVERYTHING was blurry, everything was glowing... the music was pulsating through his eardrums and throughout his body. HE FELT ALIVE. He never remembered feeling that good in his life. His friend, who had tried molly was there, so he told her in excitement that he believes it hit him, and LIKE A ROCK. He had the urge to touch her arm... and he did. What he felt was out of this world. Skin had never felt that way before... it was almost like it was from another world, something so bizarre. SWIMs friend told him to touch anything, and DAMN did everything feel good to the touch. But then he just had to URGE to dance. He no longer cared what any of his classmates thought of him.. he could do whatever he wanted, talk to whoever he wanted and DANCE like however he wanted to. It all seemed great until his jaws started going all over the place. And then, suddenly his eyes started to shake.. they were shaking as he was having conversations with people. "SWIM.... are you okay?" everyone was asking. He was not. Until his friend who supplied it to him told him to breathe, so he did.. and he felt all better. And the roll went on.. and on... and on. His friends were yelling at him to leave the club, but he just didn't want to. Closing his eyes he still saw the strobe lights, he got lost in the smoke... touched people he didn't even know. And then the club shut down, it was closed... SWIM was heartbroken he had to leave. So he took the complementary bus home and rubbed the back of his friend who was too drunk to even notice. And then he got to his friends house, they wondered how he was alive.. as it was 4am. He looked in the mirror, his pupils were massive.. but skin no longer felt great. SWIM just wanted to lie down, not to sleep.. but just to lie down. He started not feeling happy.. he no longer felt good. He heard of this before, the comedown. It wasn't as bad as friends told him it would be, and 2 days later he slept a full 12 hours.
The next weekend SWIM went to a rager party, out in the country. It was all white, glow themed. SWIM drank around 9pm, probably 5 shots of vodka. He felt tipsy, (as he is a lightweight). He also had 2 caps of MDMA on him. At around 10:30pm he decided it was time to pop one. At around 11pm... the roll began. It was a blur of running around talking to people around the bon fire... wow was it ever warm around there. And then, it was announced that the police were called.. as a girl (1 out of 250 people there)n had gotten a concussion from falling off a 12 foot wooden structure of a dick. He started to freak out... he needed gum in his mouth, oh wait he brought 2 packs. One was already gone? So he opened the second one. Oh boy was he thirsty... but he had already drank 5 water bottles in the past hour, but he could not pee...? Then he remembered the cops. It seemed like everyone was running around, everything got cold, so confusing, SO SCARY. The fire seemed to go out, the lights went out.. it was chaos. SWIM ran around asking for his friends and it seemed like everyone around him was completely ignoring him like he wasn't there. And then suddenly everything got warm again. The fire was back, and it seemed like none of the chaos had ever happened. He felt good. 7 water bottles in... still thristy, still could not pee. It actually hurt if he tried. HIS FRIEND!!! A FRIEND, he ran up and started rubbing her arm, and her skin was magical. He remembered there was music and strobe lights and black lights downstairs, so he ran... but as he was running downstairs friends he came with told him they were leaving in 30 minutes.. she he told them he needed to dance and to come get him when they were leaving. What felt like a minute later, his friends were dragging him up the stairs. Into the van. He did not want to party, the happiness to stop... 12 water bottles in 3 hours, AND HE STILL COULDN'T PEE!!! His friends told him after he freaked about the issue, that it is a sign of over hydration and MDMA overdose. He freaked more, and then felt with his tongue that his entire mouth was shredded, they were bleeding. But he did not notice until now. 5 hours later, he woke up in the van... and peed like a race horse. The come down got him feeling really down and out of it. Were these experiences just dreams?
Two weeks later, SWIM popped at a "drug house" where people were snorting coke, gumming heroin and snorting/popping/parachuting molly during a huge party with a DJ and strobe lights. He took a double cap this time, but put it in his orange juice. One hour in, he felt happy.. but not the same. Skin wasn't amazing. and dancing did not feel as great. His jaws did not clench as they did the two times before, and his eyes only twitched for 5 seconds while he was reading a text. He did not have the urge to dance, and instead sat down the whole time. He was happy, until the come down occured. He was DRAINED, mentally and physically. He just wanted to GO HOME. He didn't want to be there... but the two times before he did not want to leave. The come down was the worst he had ever felt. He did not want to leave his bed, or eat, and when he watched things that were SLIGHTLY sad he cried.
This brings up the question of if SWIM should pop a cap this weekend. It has been 4 weeks since he has, and the cap he got is supposed to be pure. SWIM knows that spacing out MDMA use is essential for it to still feel "great". There will be 200+ people on an acreage, and it is a glow party, with glowsticks, glow paint and black lights in the barn, as well as camping in the field. Should SWIM roll?
The next weekend SWIM went to a rager party, out in the country. It was all white, glow themed. SWIM drank around 9pm, probably 5 shots of vodka. He felt tipsy, (as he is a lightweight). He also had 2 caps of MDMA on him. At around 10:30pm he decided it was time to pop one. At around 11pm... the roll began. It was a blur of running around talking to people around the bon fire... wow was it ever warm around there. And then, it was announced that the police were called.. as a girl (1 out of 250 people there)n had gotten a concussion from falling off a 12 foot wooden structure of a dick. He started to freak out... he needed gum in his mouth, oh wait he brought 2 packs. One was already gone? So he opened the second one. Oh boy was he thirsty... but he had already drank 5 water bottles in the past hour, but he could not pee...? Then he remembered the cops. It seemed like everyone was running around, everything got cold, so confusing, SO SCARY. The fire seemed to go out, the lights went out.. it was chaos. SWIM ran around asking for his friends and it seemed like everyone around him was completely ignoring him like he wasn't there. And then suddenly everything got warm again. The fire was back, and it seemed like none of the chaos had ever happened. He felt good. 7 water bottles in... still thristy, still could not pee. It actually hurt if he tried. HIS FRIEND!!! A FRIEND, he ran up and started rubbing her arm, and her skin was magical. He remembered there was music and strobe lights and black lights downstairs, so he ran... but as he was running downstairs friends he came with told him they were leaving in 30 minutes.. she he told them he needed to dance and to come get him when they were leaving. What felt like a minute later, his friends were dragging him up the stairs. Into the van. He did not want to party, the happiness to stop... 12 water bottles in 3 hours, AND HE STILL COULDN'T PEE!!! His friends told him after he freaked about the issue, that it is a sign of over hydration and MDMA overdose. He freaked more, and then felt with his tongue that his entire mouth was shredded, they were bleeding. But he did not notice until now. 5 hours later, he woke up in the van... and peed like a race horse. The come down got him feeling really down and out of it. Were these experiences just dreams?
Two weeks later, SWIM popped at a "drug house" where people were snorting coke, gumming heroin and snorting/popping/parachuting molly during a huge party with a DJ and strobe lights. He took a double cap this time, but put it in his orange juice. One hour in, he felt happy.. but not the same. Skin wasn't amazing. and dancing did not feel as great. His jaws did not clench as they did the two times before, and his eyes only twitched for 5 seconds while he was reading a text. He did not have the urge to dance, and instead sat down the whole time. He was happy, until the come down occured. He was DRAINED, mentally and physically. He just wanted to GO HOME. He didn't want to be there... but the two times before he did not want to leave. The come down was the worst he had ever felt. He did not want to leave his bed, or eat, and when he watched things that were SLIGHTLY sad he cried.
This brings up the question of if SWIM should pop a cap this weekend. It has been 4 weeks since he has, and the cap he got is supposed to be pure. SWIM knows that spacing out MDMA use is essential for it to still feel "great". There will be 200+ people on an acreage, and it is a glow party, with glowsticks, glow paint and black lights in the barn, as well as camping in the field. Should SWIM roll?
