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severe missing my ex-gf or post mdma depression?

Cdilly93

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Me and my ex-gf broke up about 3 weeks ago mainly due to controlling issues, she wouldnt allow me to do stuff, and i wanted to go to raves with buddies and roll, and she was very against it.. well we havnt talked since, and i was slightly ok, but after rolling on friday (which btw, was the best roll ive ever had! i took .3, ive only rolled 3 times though) i've been very unmotivated to do anything since and shes literally the ONLY thing on my mind, i feel like she was the best thing ive ever had and im just destined to be going nowhere.. has anyone else had an experience like this? should i contact her and make amends, or will this go away?
 
Sounds like a typical breakup to me. I felt like pish for months when I had my first ever proper break up and I never even took MDMA back then.
 
You're just lonely cuz you just broke up with you gf. Relax. You'll be okay in the end. If it's worth anything, I think you made the right decision of dumping her.
 
typical break up feelings of shitness.

mdma brings up repressed emotions big time so maybe lay off it until you are ready to deal with those feelings. yes the comedown is amplifying the situation and mdma makes us forgive people (hence its use in couples counselling) but wait until you have a clear head on the issue. give it a few months or longer without mdma at least to get over this girl and be emotionally stable enough to appeal to new options
 
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