THE_REAL_OBLIVION
Bluelight Crew
I usually handle things rather well even when going at extremes but I don't know if my hedonism is catching up with me but here goes :
One night recently I smoked freebase that I made myself like usual and only half a gram, things went well then I got a case of beer (6) and got into a party where i only knew a handful of people but things went well and I consumed a meth bomb spread out over 3 hours orally and some snorted.
I go home and get really bored and can't stand myself(meth comedown I guess) so the next afternoon I smoked another half a gram of crack. After the 2nd puff a SEVERE pain came from my lower left back which I thought was related to my kidney so I put down the pipe and tried to calm down, I took 2mg of klonopin, 50mg of hydroxyzine and thrice the quantity of verapamil SR(heart medication) that I have to take usually and waited for it to stop.
Soon enough the pain turned into a complete back spasm, my neck and head terribly hurt and I felt pins and needles all over my body and inside of myself too. The local hospital is bullshit and I told the people working there my opinion before, but I really had to go as I was totally worried by my physical woes.
As I get to the hospital, THEY FUCKING HAD ME WAITING for the nurse to check on me for 20 mins while other patients were all over me worried that I was in worse condition than them obviously. I was stiff as a fucking titanium stick my fingers were stiff and cramping on the inside of the palms I could only move them at a very slow pace.
Pressure 127/86, temperature 36.4 and blood saturation at 99%...supposedly my heart wasn't in danger, I tell em DUH i took 360mg of verapamil.I wasn't considered in danger anymore but more like a danger to other people cos "i'm a dangerous druggie" so I was put in the loony room at least i wasn't strapped, no heart monitors, no Electrocardiogram no nothing just a fucking security guard watching over me instead of a nurse. My symptoms went away as the coke disappeared from my brain and I fell asleep. SIX hours later i wake up, no doctor, no nurse and a fucking security guard is still watching over me. I decide that I had enough even though my head and lower back still hurt but to a lesser degree and left.
I went to eat at some fast food took 3 aspirins, 300mg of gabapentin, 3mg of clonazepam and managed to sleep some more. I wake up the next morning feeling like I was beaten up by a truck, all and every of my muscles hurt so here comes 7 Robaxacets and I finally felt somewhat good and sleep some more 4 hours which felt like 12.
Now my kidneys hurt still, i doubt that it has anything to do with my spine because I felt that pain when smoking crack before and I know coke is bad for your kidneys (mostly bad for everything in your body but heh, i take a lot of medications and i think my kidneys are in bad shape. But apparently ER doctors don't care.
Anybody with insights on what happened to me or someone with a similar bad stimulant overdose.
Don't waste bandwidth saying it was a panic attack because I am on clonazepam 3mg per day and hydroxyzine 150mg, I doubt I'm having panic attacks.
One night recently I smoked freebase that I made myself like usual and only half a gram, things went well then I got a case of beer (6) and got into a party where i only knew a handful of people but things went well and I consumed a meth bomb spread out over 3 hours orally and some snorted.
I go home and get really bored and can't stand myself(meth comedown I guess) so the next afternoon I smoked another half a gram of crack. After the 2nd puff a SEVERE pain came from my lower left back which I thought was related to my kidney so I put down the pipe and tried to calm down, I took 2mg of klonopin, 50mg of hydroxyzine and thrice the quantity of verapamil SR(heart medication) that I have to take usually and waited for it to stop.
Soon enough the pain turned into a complete back spasm, my neck and head terribly hurt and I felt pins and needles all over my body and inside of myself too. The local hospital is bullshit and I told the people working there my opinion before, but I really had to go as I was totally worried by my physical woes.
As I get to the hospital, THEY FUCKING HAD ME WAITING for the nurse to check on me for 20 mins while other patients were all over me worried that I was in worse condition than them obviously. I was stiff as a fucking titanium stick my fingers were stiff and cramping on the inside of the palms I could only move them at a very slow pace.
Pressure 127/86, temperature 36.4 and blood saturation at 99%...supposedly my heart wasn't in danger, I tell em DUH i took 360mg of verapamil.I wasn't considered in danger anymore but more like a danger to other people cos "i'm a dangerous druggie" so I was put in the loony room at least i wasn't strapped, no heart monitors, no Electrocardiogram no nothing just a fucking security guard watching over me instead of a nurse. My symptoms went away as the coke disappeared from my brain and I fell asleep. SIX hours later i wake up, no doctor, no nurse and a fucking security guard is still watching over me. I decide that I had enough even though my head and lower back still hurt but to a lesser degree and left.
I went to eat at some fast food took 3 aspirins, 300mg of gabapentin, 3mg of clonazepam and managed to sleep some more. I wake up the next morning feeling like I was beaten up by a truck, all and every of my muscles hurt so here comes 7 Robaxacets and I finally felt somewhat good and sleep some more 4 hours which felt like 12.
Now my kidneys hurt still, i doubt that it has anything to do with my spine because I felt that pain when smoking crack before and I know coke is bad for your kidneys (mostly bad for everything in your body but heh, i take a lot of medications and i think my kidneys are in bad shape. But apparently ER doctors don't care.
Anybody with insights on what happened to me or someone with a similar bad stimulant overdose.
Don't waste bandwidth saying it was a panic attack because I am on clonazepam 3mg per day and hydroxyzine 150mg, I doubt I'm having panic attacks.