^ This
The only people who actually "enjoy" it are those trying to completely numb their whole spectrum of emotions: those who would rather feel no emotion at all than feeling the lows of life, at the risk of throwing away the highs of life as well.
To me, being an emotionless robot is not human at all, and while some people might benefit greatly from not feeling like themselves or not feeling any pain (at the cost of not feeling joy), to me, life is meaningless if I can't feel happy, or feel sad when something bothers or hurts me. If you are going to take it medicinally for anxiety (I recommend taking 300-600mg Chelated Magnesium, 100-200mg L-Theanine, 0.25-1mg Melatonin, and 10-25mg hydroxyzine first and seeing if that helps you), then try super-low doses and see how you feel over time. It has been noted that taking SSRI's like Lexapro at super-low doses like 2.5-5mg actually help a lot with anxiety and allows you to function normally, with your emotions, orgasms, and human-identity left intact and unsuppressed.