Paris1559
Greenlighter
Today 10:43
As you can see back in the prior threads during my episode o methenphetamine, my Wellbutrin and my Risperdone for my bp1 and an energy drink I had severe tremors and uncontrollable shakes, sweating, increased heart rate and numbness in my legs and tingling in my fingers numbness in my forearms, disoriented mixed visionary issues and was very hot but also quite cold. I came close to loosing consciousness several times but my mind was race I could still talk somewhat and stayed focused not to let my eyes close... I kept telling myself "do not pass out".
2 weeks later I still have moments of lightheadedness, dizzy often, my vision is still very off depth percesption is of blurred vision, I can't remember how to spell a lot of word, I'm often disconnected and desocialized as well and my memory and brain function is still impaired.
I have not had any BP cycling or episodes in that area. But my head and ears often feels under pressure and tingling. I have trouble driving due to my vision and need to focus and my level of anxiety rises. If I'm stuck in traffic sitting still or in a meeting it seems to bring on wave of something in my brain that makes me feel high but not a stimulant high. Anxiety is high and I have periodic tingling in my fingers and my hands and fingers always feel cold.
I have been taking a .5 mg Valium and started back on my Wellbutrin this morning which is 75 mg twice a day and I'm only starting with one for a few days. It's raised my heart rate some but I'm not having an anxiety attack. Mornings I'm always tired and fatigued as well as late afternoon and evenings are very difficult I feel a bit weak and shaky but I need to eat and that will help.
I'm sacred these condition may be permanent or question being how long is a recovery period. I'm very scared of my lack of memory and function. One post had referred to this as aserotonin syndrome .and I believe it was you or another mod who had referred to it as something else. I'm going to find the other mod that had commented and send this to them as well. As I said my brain function not right. Keeping in mind that during my one month methamphetamine use though my consumption seemed high it did not affect me like it would others I did sleep at lest 6 hours a night and had protein drinks bananas and yogurts and stayed hydrated.
Over the last week I have been consuming more real food at least two full meals a day along with protein shakes and bananas. My appetite has returned I'm sleeping 7-8 hours at night but am still tired and fatigued but that could also be from withdrawals. I have not had really any cravings either.
I'm just scared and concerned about my conditions I'm experiencing and how long it could take to recover.
Thank you for the continued support and advise. And I have stayed clean since my last little episode on Father's Day. I think this has all cleaned me straight and I'm just hoping for the day I feel more normal....
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