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Bluelighter
in the spirit of harm reduction im putting this out there for anyone interested. i exclusively smoked high quality black (point dope no cheap shooter shit) on foil for almost 8 years, call it 7 with attempts at rehab and maintenance along the way. it wasnt the quality and it wasnt my technique, wasnt burning dope or scorching foil. im the rare kind of dopefiend that doesnt smoke cigarettes and i only really smoke weed when im not doing dope, which is not often. i know pack a day smokers twice my age who dont experience what i have recently.
my lungs are fucked. im only 28 and i cant do even the most modest form of exercise without getting short of breath, i was panting vaccuming the house yesterday. holding my breath for like ten seconds makes me gasp for breath. the last couple weeks i was still using id lay down to sleep and end up sitting up almost in tears because i felt i was struggling to breathe. it actually hurt to draw breath for a week or so. my lungs made this gnarly wheezing sound and id try to cough shit up but it didnt help. my voice sounds different and though it doesnt hurt now, its painfully obvious i fucked my shit up but good. i still feel short of breath most of the time, im scared to even smoke weed now and to think this was only heroin...most (99%) people i know smoke cigs too, cant imagine if id done that as well but i guess the tar from dope is worse than all the bullshit cigs have in them.
so beware fellow dragon chasers, dont keep at it for years and years like i did, it fucking sucks not being able to breathe. i want to like go outside and take a breath of fresh air cuz i feel like im suffocating but it doesnt help. im sure the foil didnt do me any favors but even if you dab or whatever youre still inhaling the sticky resin of crudely refined opium, and im here to tell you this shit aint no joke.
my lungs are fucked. im only 28 and i cant do even the most modest form of exercise without getting short of breath, i was panting vaccuming the house yesterday. holding my breath for like ten seconds makes me gasp for breath. the last couple weeks i was still using id lay down to sleep and end up sitting up almost in tears because i felt i was struggling to breathe. it actually hurt to draw breath for a week or so. my lungs made this gnarly wheezing sound and id try to cough shit up but it didnt help. my voice sounds different and though it doesnt hurt now, its painfully obvious i fucked my shit up but good. i still feel short of breath most of the time, im scared to even smoke weed now and to think this was only heroin...most (99%) people i know smoke cigs too, cant imagine if id done that as well but i guess the tar from dope is worse than all the bullshit cigs have in them.
so beware fellow dragon chasers, dont keep at it for years and years like i did, it fucking sucks not being able to breathe. i want to like go outside and take a breath of fresh air cuz i feel like im suffocating but it doesnt help. im sure the foil didnt do me any favors but even if you dab or whatever youre still inhaling the sticky resin of crudely refined opium, and im here to tell you this shit aint no joke.