Slayer0344
Bluelighter
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- Sep 16, 2018
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Hey guys, long time lurker and recent new poster as I’m going through these big changes at the moment.
A little background on me, high functioning addict, I run a multi million dollar per annum business here in New Zealand and have a wife and 7 year old son who require a lot of energy.
I’ve been on subs for 1 year and was oxy at 100mg per day for a year before that for a chronic pain condition from my doc.i hated taking them and being high all day so i switched to subs I realised quickly 16mg of subs was way too much and dropped down to 2mg straight away and only sat there for a couple of months before dropping to 1mg. I just desperately want to be unchained from opiates all together I have no psychological dependence to them I hate them at this point it’s only physical.
I had stopped my subs yesterday hoping to go cold turkey but after swallowing a bunch of benzos all day and feeling like I’m fucking dying all over again it dawned on me that with all trying to manage my family life and my business I can’t deal with a long drawn out sub withdrawal timeline as well as possible benzo dependance addiction (I’ve come off benzos before and it’s absolutely hell worse than opiates)
Someone on here on another thread I made yesterday mentioned I try Kratom so I have two questions
1 - how much Kratom will I need to stop my withdrawals from 1mg subs
2. Will the Kratom make me high? (The reason I switched to subs is because I didnt want to be high all day it affected me running my business and I can’t be high all day and efficiently run a million dollar company it just doesn’t work
3. How quickly can I taper off the Kratom to avoid opiate withdrawal? I’ve never taken Kratom before so any advice would be very very appreciated and with Christmas being over and it being time for me to get back to work I’d almost pay someone for some decent guidance here,
A little background on me, high functioning addict, I run a multi million dollar per annum business here in New Zealand and have a wife and 7 year old son who require a lot of energy.
I’ve been on subs for 1 year and was oxy at 100mg per day for a year before that for a chronic pain condition from my doc.i hated taking them and being high all day so i switched to subs I realised quickly 16mg of subs was way too much and dropped down to 2mg straight away and only sat there for a couple of months before dropping to 1mg. I just desperately want to be unchained from opiates all together I have no psychological dependence to them I hate them at this point it’s only physical.
I had stopped my subs yesterday hoping to go cold turkey but after swallowing a bunch of benzos all day and feeling like I’m fucking dying all over again it dawned on me that with all trying to manage my family life and my business I can’t deal with a long drawn out sub withdrawal timeline as well as possible benzo dependance addiction (I’ve come off benzos before and it’s absolutely hell worse than opiates)
Someone on here on another thread I made yesterday mentioned I try Kratom so I have two questions
1 - how much Kratom will I need to stop my withdrawals from 1mg subs
2. Will the Kratom make me high? (The reason I switched to subs is because I didnt want to be high all day it affected me running my business and I can’t be high all day and efficiently run a million dollar company it just doesn’t work
3. How quickly can I taper off the Kratom to avoid opiate withdrawal? I’ve never taken Kratom before so any advice would be very very appreciated and with Christmas being over and it being time for me to get back to work I’d almost pay someone for some decent guidance here,