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salvia---first time---want feedback
I tried salvia tonight, or rather, regular strength salvinorin enhanced.
Set: I'm curious about trying a new psychadelic, a bit wary too, because salvia is reputed to be an intense spiritual drug, and i'm treating it rather lightly. worried that i'm using it for the wrong reason.
Setting: my apartment, sitting on the floor atop a comforter, pillows laid out. good friend there to babysit.
+0 I smoke 1/20th of a gram of the extract. have trouble keeping it in my lungs for 30 seconds and i keep gagging it up.
+2 min I am high, feel like there are strong magnets swirling around me, shearing my body apart. when i shut my eyes, i see patterning...weak compared to visuals i've had on shrooms. i break out in a sweat on my face.
+4 min I've peaked and i can already tell I'm coming down...
+10 min I'm still high, I can tell. Things breathe slightly. But it's clearly over. I decide to smoke some more.
+15 min I smoke twice as much now, 2/20th of a gram, bringing the total to 3/20th of a gram, or three times the recommended first time dosage. Again, have trouble keeping the smoke down, lose most of it after 15 seconds.
Immediately i feel a stronger, disorienting high. Suddenly there are many "me's", and the conscious one--where my eyes are--is occupying the top floor of my body, and i can look down at the lower floors of my body, e.g. the hand holding the pipe. my body is like a high rise. the comforter i'm sitting on becomes the canopy of a jungle. and i become the queen of the jungle, perched high atop the forest floor. i look ahead of me and see my shoes, and they look like tribal masks or totemic faces, and they are mocking me, approaching me, trying to challenge my authority as a queen. so naturally, i stare them down, i try to show them that i am not afraid of them. and then i start laughing at how utterly ridiculous i'm being, and i enjoy the humor of the situation.
with my eyes shut, i see more intense visuals, but still weak compared to my shrooms visuals.
+19 okay, so four minutes have passed since my booster dosage, and i already feel myself coming down again.
+20-30 I return to baseline.
So, for all you experienced salvia smokers (q-tip, this is you!), what's up with this? this seems like such a short acting drug...i mean, i'd read 20 to 30 minutes, but i peak in 4 and then the interesting part is over. should i keep on trying? have i not reached that magical salvia place yet? it seems like i'm reaching stage 3 or 4 (L or V according to http://salvia.lycaeum.org )...
my second question is this: have any of you had any spiritual experiences on this drug? i read that salvia is far different than other hallucinogens, and that it is a drug of introspection and soul-searching. but from my experience, i cannot imagine ever learning anything useful about myself on salvia. it does not seem entheogenic to me at all. the high is too short, too intense, and too confused. i mean, i'm sitting there delusional as a dingo, thinking i'm queen of the jungle and fending off a coup d'etat from my adidas... do i need to try another method, like chewing leaves? i feel like i could never distill any cosmic understanding of things from salvia...that sort of soul-work is better left to ecstasy, shrooms, etc.
please help. thanks for reading this.
p.s. at least now i will always laugh at my shoes...i feel residual anger toward them even now...how dare they challenge my primacy as the queen? by the way, i'm a guy, so this whole queen thing is even more peculiar.
I tried salvia tonight, or rather, regular strength salvinorin enhanced.
Set: I'm curious about trying a new psychadelic, a bit wary too, because salvia is reputed to be an intense spiritual drug, and i'm treating it rather lightly. worried that i'm using it for the wrong reason.
Setting: my apartment, sitting on the floor atop a comforter, pillows laid out. good friend there to babysit.
+0 I smoke 1/20th of a gram of the extract. have trouble keeping it in my lungs for 30 seconds and i keep gagging it up.
+2 min I am high, feel like there are strong magnets swirling around me, shearing my body apart. when i shut my eyes, i see patterning...weak compared to visuals i've had on shrooms. i break out in a sweat on my face.
+4 min I've peaked and i can already tell I'm coming down...
+10 min I'm still high, I can tell. Things breathe slightly. But it's clearly over. I decide to smoke some more.
+15 min I smoke twice as much now, 2/20th of a gram, bringing the total to 3/20th of a gram, or three times the recommended first time dosage. Again, have trouble keeping the smoke down, lose most of it after 15 seconds.
Immediately i feel a stronger, disorienting high. Suddenly there are many "me's", and the conscious one--where my eyes are--is occupying the top floor of my body, and i can look down at the lower floors of my body, e.g. the hand holding the pipe. my body is like a high rise. the comforter i'm sitting on becomes the canopy of a jungle. and i become the queen of the jungle, perched high atop the forest floor. i look ahead of me and see my shoes, and they look like tribal masks or totemic faces, and they are mocking me, approaching me, trying to challenge my authority as a queen. so naturally, i stare them down, i try to show them that i am not afraid of them. and then i start laughing at how utterly ridiculous i'm being, and i enjoy the humor of the situation.
with my eyes shut, i see more intense visuals, but still weak compared to my shrooms visuals.
+19 okay, so four minutes have passed since my booster dosage, and i already feel myself coming down again.
+20-30 I return to baseline.
So, for all you experienced salvia smokers (q-tip, this is you!), what's up with this? this seems like such a short acting drug...i mean, i'd read 20 to 30 minutes, but i peak in 4 and then the interesting part is over. should i keep on trying? have i not reached that magical salvia place yet? it seems like i'm reaching stage 3 or 4 (L or V according to http://salvia.lycaeum.org )...
my second question is this: have any of you had any spiritual experiences on this drug? i read that salvia is far different than other hallucinogens, and that it is a drug of introspection and soul-searching. but from my experience, i cannot imagine ever learning anything useful about myself on salvia. it does not seem entheogenic to me at all. the high is too short, too intense, and too confused. i mean, i'm sitting there delusional as a dingo, thinking i'm queen of the jungle and fending off a coup d'etat from my adidas... do i need to try another method, like chewing leaves? i feel like i could never distill any cosmic understanding of things from salvia...that sort of soul-work is better left to ecstasy, shrooms, etc.
please help. thanks for reading this.
p.s. at least now i will always laugh at my shoes...i feel residual anger toward them even now...how dare they challenge my primacy as the queen? by the way, i'm a guy, so this whole queen thing is even more peculiar.