roliepolie
Ex-Bluelighter
Jesus Christ!
Salvia is a very potent and serious tool!
With just the dried plant matter I have been completely shattered!
SETTING:
I sat on the dam of a small pond, looking into the creek that flowed from the otherside.
DOSE:
I took 3-5 lungfulls from a small carbed pipe, dried plant matter.
EXPERIENCE:
All of the sudden, my reflection sent me back in time. I was a mother holding a small child over a creek(infant). As I held the child I became aware of a small boy walking hand in hand with an old man who was his teacher, or mentor. Suddenly I was this boy, walking holding the man's hand. I looked in horror as the woman held the infant under the water while she said "I'm so sorry that I'm doing this to you!"
The old man(also me) pointed at all of this exclaiming "don't let this become of yourself." and the little boy nodded, wiping a tear away from his eyes.
I then suddenly became the infant, and kept saying that I forgave the old woman for what she was doing to the baby...
I opened my eyes and the trip was over. I was crying and immediately dropped the pipe!
Upon further reflection of the events, I realized that I was telling myself that all of the drugs that I was doing were killing me and that my lifestyle was going to get me in the end. The man was me telling the boy(also me) where his error lie.
Needless to say, I don't do a LOT of the things I used to. I am very greatful for this experience, for it may very well have saved my life!
The duration of this experience was nothing more than 7 minutes! It was definately somethign that I wouldn't change, but I am sure that I've learned all that I can from Salvia.
Also, this is the first time that it had done anything more than make me giggle and feel weird.
My friend also refuses to use Salvia after this experience. It was fucking weird.
[NTC Edit: Changed title to conform with guidelines]
[ 14 October 2002: Message edited by: nickthecheese ]
[ 15 October 2002: Message edited by: roliepolie ]
Salvia is a very potent and serious tool!
With just the dried plant matter I have been completely shattered!
SETTING:
I sat on the dam of a small pond, looking into the creek that flowed from the otherside.
DOSE:
I took 3-5 lungfulls from a small carbed pipe, dried plant matter.
EXPERIENCE:
All of the sudden, my reflection sent me back in time. I was a mother holding a small child over a creek(infant). As I held the child I became aware of a small boy walking hand in hand with an old man who was his teacher, or mentor. Suddenly I was this boy, walking holding the man's hand. I looked in horror as the woman held the infant under the water while she said "I'm so sorry that I'm doing this to you!"
The old man(also me) pointed at all of this exclaiming "don't let this become of yourself." and the little boy nodded, wiping a tear away from his eyes.
I then suddenly became the infant, and kept saying that I forgave the old woman for what she was doing to the baby...
I opened my eyes and the trip was over. I was crying and immediately dropped the pipe!
Upon further reflection of the events, I realized that I was telling myself that all of the drugs that I was doing were killing me and that my lifestyle was going to get me in the end. The man was me telling the boy(also me) where his error lie.
Needless to say, I don't do a LOT of the things I used to. I am very greatful for this experience, for it may very well have saved my life!
The duration of this experience was nothing more than 7 minutes! It was definately somethign that I wouldn't change, but I am sure that I've learned all that I can from Salvia.
Also, this is the first time that it had done anything more than make me giggle and feel weird.
My friend also refuses to use Salvia after this experience. It was fucking weird.
[NTC Edit: Changed title to conform with guidelines]
[ 14 October 2002: Message edited by: nickthecheese ]
[ 15 October 2002: Message edited by: roliepolie ]