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Salvia 15x - ? - Salivation

FrozenLightning

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Salvia 15x - +++ - Salivation

Hi, I'm new to these forums and I figured I'd post a trip report on one of my best experiences with Salvia Divinorum 15X extract. I wrote this about a week after the initial trip. Let me know what you think!

Salivation
The rough cacophony of solid washed gravel reverberated throughout the whispering trees of the dark forest, crackling louder each time my foot crossed the path of the last step. My digital wristwatch glowed silently in a sea of nothingness, devoid of any like entities. Beneath the plastic pane that protected those sensitive panels, the pixels lit up reading me a time, which meant nothing to me at this point. Time seems to lose itself in the cover of night, walking with no real destination but that of the entangled antipodes of one’s very own mind. A vial, small in mass, no larger than 1 gram, lay dormant in the abyss of my shirt pocket. Its contents would prove to be the vehicle that would carry me to these far antipodes of which I had no map to; no definite root, only the hidden wells of my mind to guide me there, with the help of this black powder. I continued walking, my travel guide was next to me, and we walked silently with an unrelenting determination to complete a task we had no real knowledge of, but our minds craved it; a sense of discovery overwhelmed me. Under the cover of slowly oscillating moonlight, a product of the shifting branches, we walked to a physical destination. An old house, lost of residents, stood staring us down, examining our presence. It was calling me.

My feet and mind working in heavenly cohesion dragged the physical component of myself toward this shimmering source, pulled me around the edges and the soft glowing lamp affixed to the door frame, and then shot me up a small incline to a comfortable feeling sitting area. Again the chemicals in my brain were rapidly mixing and taunting my very own placement, annoying me with hidden agendas of the current time and the risks I could partake in. What I thought were my own hands, but in fact were possessed by some ephemeral force, drunkenly reached into my shirt pocket and brought forth that tiny, shining vial. Skin, these blobs of skin (mine?), removed the cap of the map, and set him carefully in the glass enclosure of his vehicle, where he prepared to take himself into the far reaches of my mind, and show me the way, lead me to existentialism. He sat, or stood in the hole, waiting to be told what to do; my thumb was already on the wheel. That hand clenched and with a burst of energy forced my thumb downward across the knurled surface, sending asunder a brilliant array of sparks, and as my thumb slammed into the black oval shaped pad at the bottom, a bright flame erupted. The flame stared down my eyes, jumped around on the silvery tip of the lighter, and danced across my travel guide’s eyes with such ease and carefree motion that I was left at ease as it moved to tell him, the Map, where to go.

I quickly moved the glass receptacle to my shivering lips and breathed deeply as I watched the flickering flame concentrate on one singular spot in the midst of an indescribable amount of correlates. The map obediently followed his commands, for he was no longer an it, but a flowing, living thing. His billows and wings took form and flew ever gracefully down the glass hollow and through my closed lips. I felt the plume rise up inside of my lungs and couldn’t exhale for a large amount of time, then finally let it out with a burst. He yelled at me, that faithful mapmaker, standing on a ledge lost in the receptors and neurons of my brain, he yelled for me to do it again, more and more. I obeyed him in an obedient fashion, and quickly repeated the process. Another yell, a shout, a cry, a plea for eternity; I obeyed. And he too, relieved, floated himself from the edge of my brain, wherever that was, and was now my mind.

The holes in my head, the useless eye sockets, revealed a changing and trembling landscape before me. He warned me, that little man, he stared from that ledge. I too was warning myself, as from the canopy of this dark entanglement of branches above fell a triad of severed faces, heads. From a triad to a quad, and now a million more fell upon me. I stared wide eyed at the scene of which was undoubtedly real. Streams of silky wet blood, exposing their selves from every angle, shining their sinewy glistens under the projection of the soft white moonlight, shot from the heads and poured down onto my physical entity. Staring eyes all around, mouths agape, moaning their trivial concerns in a monotone vibration, haunted me. Eyes—staring. I could etch out of the darkness a brilliant mosaic of every facet of human life, every possible combination of character that could ever be told from that simple glance at a person. And they talked- they were there- we were conversing- I was overwhelmed- stop this- madness- insanity- they told me more- I didn’t hear- I was forced- kicked- subdued- and the guide ran. I alone, left amongst these foul beings. Alone—singular. He panicked inside of me, my uncaring mapmaker, he ran from the walls bouncing and shouting, but they couldn’t expand any longer, he still found what he needed. Relief flooded my veins.

I stared bleakly as the faces of these horrible beings crumbled. These faces cried out as streams of maroon shot from their every orifice, from the cracks in their skulls caused by that little man. Maroon colored liquid spilled all around, I couldn’t hear reality, I couldn’t feel it. I was drowned in ambience, only blissful because of what had happened before. A massive pool was forming from their lifeblood, coddling up beneath me. As the pool began to take over my position, it shot upward, outward, downward, and directions undefined by words. This blood frantically scurried up the air, the sweet smelling night, and painted its dimensions around me, overtook the entire forest, the color of the moon, and then it saw me, and sped faster than light could possibly travel into the wells of my mind. I didn’t understand, I was lost, my faithful guide had fallen as well as I could no longer speak with him. A video camera, it seemed, had taken place of my organic eyes.

My mind peered through the 45mm lens of my new visionary organ. The arms that were once my very own flesh were dark and battered steel, tempered to an impenetrable hardness, equipped with humming mechanical hands ready to clutch whatever the rest of the machine needed. In a uniform manner my entire body followed, and was soon not my body, but a mechanical machine, ready to do battle. The machine possessed only one desire—run. He switched the view to third person, that little man, and changed up the colors on the grid to a bright phosphorescent green. Looking at myself from this omniscient view, I realized I was merely a mass of clustered electrons moving through a world generated by God himself, or was it the little man? Without question I took flight, panicking as I ran wildly through a maze of grid lines and moonlight that poured down as that of a milky white flow from a paint bucket in the heavens.

Inside my head he toyed joyfully, not letting up his psychotropic grip over my linear mind. As my paces increased in speed through that green, flickering grid below me, I ran without any thought in mind but to escape, from what pursuit I wasn’t aware. It was at this point that I felt my physical body leave my mind, and I remained a floating entity in ethereal reality which enveloped my perception. I could swivel my vision fully in any direction, the possibilities seemed infinite. Staring down from my hovering perch, I watched my body, shivering with eyes wide, as it looked lifeless back at me. At this point, the perch on which I felt so secure fell away, and I slammed with a thud back into my linear mind. In doing this, I slowly regained control of my physical body as I was awaking from this incipient experience, the baseline of new realities. An effulgent flow of saturated hues flooded my running mind, and I stood up to find my lost guide.


I'd like to get some feedback! Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoyed it, Mike
 
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this probably isn't the kind of feedback you want, but here it is. i didn't read it, i only got a few words into it and was put off by it. i really don't like reading trip reports that try to be artsy with flowery language. when i read one, i want to know what happened to the person who was tripping, based on a timeline of simple, succinct, logical events. sorry
 
No, no I very much appreciate it! Thanks for being honest. I'm not trying to be artsy or anything in that manner, I just enjoy writing avidly and I'm sorry if my vocabulary is too unorthodox for most people to enjoy. I'm used to writing in an environment of writers, I suppose. Though it does classify the events, not in a timeline, as I could not even keep track of time, I didn't even know I existed, ego loss to the nth degree. Thanks for the input,
Mike
 
Absolutely beautiful peace of writing mike, I think this one will go in my personal collection. Thanks for an excellent first post, and welcome to bluelight :)

You might take solace in the Thoughts and Awareness Forum, or if you want to post more writings Words, as the calibre of discussion is usually higher than what you will find in the drug discussion forums (no DD in those forums though)

What was your experiece level with salvia?
In TR, we have a naming convention for thread titles that is;
" Substance - experience level - Creative Title "

If you could PM me with the title you want your thread changed to, using this convention, it would be much appreciated.

Again, thankyou for writing this, I look forward to more of these TR's in the future... ;)
 
Thanks for the warm welcome and the compliments :) I enjoy writing, and though I'd never want it as a career, I feel it's a good medium to let out my thoughts and increase my thought activity. Thanks, and I hope you all enjoy it,
Mike
 
Hmmm, this was an interesting piece of writing. I tend to agree with malfunkshun though, I prefer trip reports that are very straightforward and to the point about what the user saw, how he felt, what he experienced etc. etc. etc.

Like I say this was interesting, but I'd tend to classify it more as a piece of creative writing or a journal entry rather than a trip report, at least a trip report as I define one. %)
 
Excellent trip report, sounds like an amazing experience. Very well written: rather than being put off by the writing style, I was more drawn into the report by it. I look forward to reading your next one. :)

Keep it real Mike.
 
Thanks for all the feedback guys :) Thanks for the compliments and most of all honesty- I'll try to keep them coming, anyone else feel free to give me some more feedback :) Thanks,
Mike
 
FrozenLightning said:
I just enjoy writing avidly and I'm sorry if my vocabulary is too unorthodox for most people to enjoy.

Trip Reports has room for both the lyrically fluent and succinct, people do come in here to be entertained as well as learn. Admittedly we prefer TR's to do both, but you know...we deal. A timeline would have been nice (even if it was just added on the bottom as a vague retrospective) however.

Still, this is is a lovely read, and ntc makes a good point, you should visit the words forum too. :)
 
The problem is I lost all sense of time :) Taking the difference between the starting time and ending time displayed on that digital wristwatch, I believe the entire trip lasted no longer than 5-6 minutes.... it was quite amazing and intense. With me, Salvia seems to give me a massive head rush, I become overwhelmed with a wild amount of thoughts. I posted one story I wrote when I was 15 in the words forum, and I have some that are 100's of pages but I'd better not post them :) Thanks and hope to hear more from readers,
Mike
 
I liked it. Writing styles like this involve you in the story a lot more and although that's not nesccesarily what you want from a trip report, there are loads wrote in a more accesible way.

Well written.
 
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