E is not as sweet as u
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Sep 11, 2000
- Messages
- 162
I used to look in the mirror,
and I would smile and see,
that I wouldn't want anything,
but to be anyone but me.
I would see the little girl,
who used to hope and dream,
who used to have fun in life,
who was a member of a team.
Now I see a stranger,
with big black eyes,
a person who is living,
Oh so many lies.
They say its not addictive,
but to my mind it is,
I can't even pictures myself,
living long and having kids.
I know I started way too early,
and that I will regret it,
A tear forms in my eye,
I don't have the dignity to shed it.
So to this stranger in the mirror,
I have to say goodbye,
to this ecstasy I'm living,
and no longer get high.
and I would smile and see,
that I wouldn't want anything,
but to be anyone but me.
I would see the little girl,
who used to hope and dream,
who used to have fun in life,
who was a member of a team.
Now I see a stranger,
with big black eyes,
a person who is living,
Oh so many lies.
They say its not addictive,
but to my mind it is,
I can't even pictures myself,
living long and having kids.
I know I started way too early,
and that I will regret it,
A tear forms in my eye,
I don't have the dignity to shed it.
So to this stranger in the mirror,
I have to say goodbye,
to this ecstasy I'm living,
and no longer get high.