elena.final_fail
Greenlighter
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- Nov 12, 2023
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For none exactly memoriesed causes I got TBI it caused when I mixed nicotine dip extreme doses (40mg) with lidocaine (my best substance I call it quentum super-postion) I got like heavey blood going from my nose to brain then stroke of blood destroying my brain stem and right bostaral amydala
It was because my brain asked for resource
From then I struggle to remember anything or my brain parts to connect thougher there big holes everywhere and thlymouse almost lost
I just used extreme doses flex seed oil as omega-3 supply for brain integrity
Returned to nicotinic because otherwise illl lose cognitive dominance to reward system which hell in taking any dusccion
I used ginkgo biloba as blood follow subtance more selectivity towered brain and cognitive control exactly
Used clove in very high amount it's gaba transporter triple reuptake inhibitor and nr2b antagonist and mu opiates agonist and antiviral antibacterial
Im addicted to the opiates of it, but I needs the mild blockage in nmda otherwise my brain just get clogged and get Anti-NMDA-receptor autoimmune encephalitis which is hell it self, the gaba effect is cause me to sleepwalking and transverse to spritual realms universal interconnected coinscoinsess that I do have problem keeping normal life in work cycle, I just loss good habits one after one
I don't have a job
Nicotine cause me to polysubstance abuse and narcissism (I remember that I as I watched nicotine subreddits to remember how my behavior was on nicotine and found them doing all of this like me right now)
What my body is teward as next step
-grounding my self with food
-going more substance abuse with ashowgsnda to block hpa axis from triggering crotizol
-inceasing black seed oil to extreme amounts therapy to develop autism
What I'm asking for add or drop what I'm going to do, to what best to recover and stay functional in the same time
Edit: fix cratical typos
It was because my brain asked for resource
From then I struggle to remember anything or my brain parts to connect thougher there big holes everywhere and thlymouse almost lost
I just used extreme doses flex seed oil as omega-3 supply for brain integrity
Returned to nicotinic because otherwise illl lose cognitive dominance to reward system which hell in taking any dusccion
I used ginkgo biloba as blood follow subtance more selectivity towered brain and cognitive control exactly
Used clove in very high amount it's gaba transporter triple reuptake inhibitor and nr2b antagonist and mu opiates agonist and antiviral antibacterial
Im addicted to the opiates of it, but I needs the mild blockage in nmda otherwise my brain just get clogged and get Anti-NMDA-receptor autoimmune encephalitis which is hell it self, the gaba effect is cause me to sleepwalking and transverse to spritual realms universal interconnected coinscoinsess that I do have problem keeping normal life in work cycle, I just loss good habits one after one
I don't have a job
Nicotine cause me to polysubstance abuse and narcissism (I remember that I as I watched nicotine subreddits to remember how my behavior was on nicotine and found them doing all of this like me right now)
What my body is teward as next step
-grounding my self with food
-going more substance abuse with ashowgsnda to block hpa axis from triggering crotizol
-inceasing black seed oil to extreme amounts therapy to develop autism
What I'm asking for add or drop what I'm going to do, to what best to recover and stay functional in the same time
Edit: fix cratical typos
