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REAL RAVER LOVE!!!!

Dazzle

Dazzle

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after you've been doing the rave thing for a lot of years, and you get to
reach an age most "ravahs" cannot even fathom, you become a bit more
cynical about such subjects. so, here goes my jaded ass. if you insist on
looking at the world through plur-coloured glasses, you might wanna skip
this one.
REAL RAVER LOVE
raver love...raver love is telling him you'll love him so he will buy you
drugs, and then going home with a different guy after the party because the
first one is broke...raver love is teaching each other how to use phrases
like "mad" and "phat" and ending your sentences with "yo" even though you
were raised in the suburbs and your parents both drive BMW's...raver love
is him selling bathtub crank out of his parents' house to raise the money
to pay for your abortion...raver love is when you both get kicked out of
your parents' houses because you dropped out of grade 9, and you both
become homeless street whores so you can have money to rave with, but you
both know it's only temporary, because you are gonna throw a party and then
you'll have lots of money!...raver love is waking up with someone whose
name you don't remember, but you know you want to marry them even though
you just met them last nite and neither of you have jobs...raver love is
when you care about your new flame so much that you decide you shouldn't
tell them that you're HIV positive, because you know they love you so much
they'll fuck you anyway...raver love is shoplifting phat and phresh gear
from macy's, so you can go to the party wearing a tommy fleece and a polo
sport hat, and he can have on a polo sport fleece and a tommy hat, and you
can both wear your hats sideways, so people will know you are "keeping it
real"...raver love is figuring out how to get each other into the party for
free, or how to sneak in, even though the party is only $5 to get in and
the promoter is losing $20,000+ already...raver love is finding the love of
your life at the drop of a hat and knowing that it's not just the e that
makes you feel this way, not this time!...raver love is when you look up to
him for how "old school" he is, because he's been raving for _8_ months and
you've only been doing it for 4...raver love is when you try to "tag up a
wall", and the real graff writers see you, and beat the fuck out of your
clueless suburban asses and steal your car, but you hold hands when you are
in the ambulance, and collaborate on a cover story to tell your
parents...raver love is supporting him when he dj's (at the gig he got
because he has done drug deals with the kid throwing the party, even though
he can't even match a beat) by being right up front singing along, but
first you have to finish selling this k, because there are some phat new
pants you want to buy, and you have to get some crystal for the ride home
too...raver love is something that stops happening when your brain and body
are so wrecked from years of rave abuse that all you can do is atropy in
your bed and watch cable tv, and wonder where your life went, and hey what
ever happened to that girl you were going to spend your life with - no, the
other one - no, the OTHER one, and the only times your old raving brothers
and sisters call you is to tell you someone else has died, and you look at
all the fresh-faced little raver kiddies and wish you could do it over
again. raver love sucks.
*********************STATESIDE HAPPYCORE MASSIVE**********************
dj michael knight [email protected]
american cheese productions, ohio USA ICQ #27890270
KickinBeats, USA www.kickinbeats.com
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To dream of the person you want to be is to
waste the person you are.
 
Fuck ya, just one of those jaded cynical types concurring. I imagine it would be something like that, but I've never been in love with a raver.
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If anything I do drugs to appreciate reality.
 
Too bad you guys lost the battle of life. There is equal amout of joy and pain in the world. The key is to find a balance, understand a situation for what it is, learn from it, and grow from it. Everything passes. The bad AND the good. Unfortunately, those who emotionally-die during the bad times, obviously aren't alive to enjoy the good ones! Tsk Tsk. Guess neither of you ever learned the word Moderation huh? Cuz that's what extreme of ANYTHING will do to you. BURN YOU OUT
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) Hey everyone, let's learn from the author's mistakes. FIND BALANCE in your life.
Luv,
-WritnPage
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"Like a bird on a wire, Like a drunk in a midnight choir, I have tried in my way to be free" - Leonard Cohen
 
this piece of yours is not about raver love its about drug addicts, and not all people who take drugs are addicts - just like not all people who drink alcohol are alcoholics, also if you have read much in this site u would of noticed that plurr is also about responsibility and alot, infact most things on this site are about how to be balanced and enjoy drugs without becomming a person such as you have written about.
or maybe u forgot to mention these people stealing a computor so they could be on bluelight and and create the art and words these people create all with a ninth grade education eh??
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i thought it was you i needed nevertheless i have learnt thru the pain i needed me
 
Um... it's a humours poem in response to kasperboy's thread you fuckin dumbasses.
Wake up
 
ya I thought it was pretty funny, lost the battle of life. God you don't think I figured out the balance thing years ago. Like I really need forcable pity
 
Dazzle,
You calling people "Fucking Dumbass" is MOST unwelcome here, and measures WILL be taken to put you in your place if you don't straighten up. Take your filth and crap elsewhere...please! Wouldn't ask you to apologize, for it seems very unbecoming of you.
Sincerely,
-Writnpage
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"Like a bird on a wire, Like a drunk in a midnight choir, I have tried in my way to be free" - Leonard Cohen
 
And who are you to say I lost the battle of life? You don't know me. My position stands.
 
Dazzle,
As much as you want, I'm not going to get into a mud slinging competition here with you. If you want to compete for the "Best Asshole Award"...here..YOU WIN!!!
BUT..to answer your question..my INTERPRETATION of you losing the battle of life was an analysis of the extremely negative, jaded, cynical poem/essay written by you. To me, one who cannot see the beauty in something, but constantly seeks out the bad,or is imprisoned by one's negative opinions from experiences the joy's of an environment HAS INDEED LOST THE BATTLE OF LIFE."
BTW....did I hit a sensitive spot on you? We're all family here, and I think if you talk about your problems openly, people will be able to help you out. All you have to say is.."I need help"...or "I need Love"...or whatever it is that you want. Simple, no?
Sincerely,
-Amina
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"Like a bird on a wire, Like a drunk in a midnight choir, I have tried in my way to be free" - Leonard Cohen
 
Whoa whoa whoa boys and girls... I think that maybe we're digging too deep into a shallow hole.
Many people have different experiences with the same situations, in this case raves. Maybe what Dazzle has experienced in the past with the rave scene has given him/her (sorry, can't tell by the name) a completely different perspective on ravers. I'm not sure it is fair to categorize *all* ravers into the generalizations implied by the poem, but I'm not accusing you of doing that. I also don't think it is right to deny that there are some out there that take things too far; sometimes to the extremes. Can anyone really truthfully admit that the rave scene doesn't in some indirect way include the presence of drugs? Now don't get me wrong, I am a complete advocate of the *moderation* philosophy and feel that drugs can bring about many many benefits to life...if used properly and in moderation. I like to think of them as a way of enhancing an already fun situation, but not necessary to enjoy myself. Unfortunately, there are people out there that live only for the *mind altered* state. I've witnessed it, and when it gets to the point that drugs, sex, parties, etc. interfere with the true successes of life, that's when Dazzle's poem begins to hold some truth.
Please, let's not criticize someone for having different outlooks on a particular issue. None of us know eachother's past experiences, after all it's life's lessons that form our outlooks on life itself.
Let's just be a bit more civilized about it, eh? Replying with "you fucking dumbasses" causes you to lose a bit of credibility in my opinion. And writnpage, maybe not try to read so deep into other's writings...?
sorry, I'm not here to play mediator, just my input on a rather disturbing argument between 2 fellow family members.
Whatever the conclusion, let's try not to hold any grudges.
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*Give a man a fish, he eats for a day. Teach a man to fish, he eats for a lifetime.*
 
You know what I find funny is this talk about finding the good and the bad. Well isn't this post just the balancing factor of the "good" post thats been up there. And seriously lighten up, its a fuckin post. I love how we can go from a silly piece of writing to preconcieved notions of whats going on inside. I'd have to say wrtn pages condescensions are just as bad as Dazzles all and out insults. But watch now I'll get flamed by both of you. And my point really isn't to insult, just that you both have the "Good and Bad" in you, like every other damn human. OOOH really revelating. Oh this plur thing you speak of what a silly concept.
 
DAZZLE.. *snicker*
you cynicism amuses me.
can't wait to chill out at a party some day
PLUR
Pkat©
p.s. people, duh. don't take the 'real raver love' thingy so damn serious... open your eyes and minds, it's just words gah!
*pkat gets lynched and tossed in a salad*
 
writnpage,
Please do not think we are all phamily here. Some of us are real evil, sketchy people. However, after re-reading your post, I realize you may not have been talking about me, in which case, I'm sorry.
'nuff said
 
okay, i don't want to even attempt to get onto my high horse. I just want to say fuck you to all those negative people out there. i suffer from cronic depression, and i found this site cause found it happy, and full of fun loving people. i refuse to find out that this website goes to hell because of negative people like you. i'm sorry, but i have to say that if this keeps up the way it's going, i'm not going to continue comming to this site. i don't have much in my life that makes me happy, so don't cause my saddness. and keep in mind bluelight is ment to be a happy place/ retreat from reality and society. PLUR!
Jennifer
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"Keep the good times rolling"
 
When you guys tell me what bluelight is and what bluelight needs... it just proves to me that you really don't know what it's about.
Bluelight is what the people make. This board is constantly changing because the ppl are always changing.
 
I'm in the same boat as RaverGodess. I have fought depression for most of my adelescent and adult (if you can call it that) lives and in the year since I have started going to parties and discovered certain chEmical accessoriEs to the scEnE, I have been able to stop taking Prozac (which has chained my soul for EIGHT years) and still see that life is worth living. Therefore, I regard the mostly peaceful atmosphere on bluelight and at parties as something very special and hope it stays that way, so here are my two cents on this whole thing:
Dazzle: My most recent girlfriend left me to become a prostitute. Before her brilliant carrer choice we shared what could be defined as 'Raver Love' in that our love and trust for each other was so strong, we could be intimate with others as long as we discussed it with each other beforehand. I can tell you that if my next girlfriend leaves me in such a, shall we say, unusual way, I will probably begin to look at 'raver love'(which I consider the same as 'true love') in a very similar light to your post but until then, I remain a hopeless romantic. I am sorry things happened in your life that made you look at love through such cold eyes. I also think your post is funny as shit. I understand that it was meant as a joke, as do many people here but there are a few people that a)didn't understand you were joking or b)realized but were still offended. Either way, it's frustrating when your are trying to be cute or funny and people yell at you for it but please don't resort to name calling and insults, it just makes things worse.
People upset or offended by Dazzle's post: Yes he made a lot observations that could be considered unfair and stereotyping but before he even began, he did warn those who look at things 'through PLUR colored glasses' that his post may not be for them. It's not like he just started out saying 'raver love sucks, this sucks and that sucks' he/she admitted that she/he has been in the scene for a long time and perhaps his views may be a tad jaded. For you to be offended or upset after he warned you where he was coming from to me seems a bit like being shocked when the box of coco puffs you open does indeed contain coco puffs like the box said.
and finally, To SuprSonic and anyone else who thinks that PLUR is a 'Silly Concept':
You may be right. When you live in a world where thousands of children die of starvation and easily treatable diseases every day and no one seems to do anything but the entire justice department of one of the most powerful countries in the world practically shuts down to focus on where one boy should live, PLUR does seem pretty rediculous. After all, how could a bunch of teenagers (real ones and those of us who are still teens at heart) who go out every weekend dressed in colorful clothing, listen to loud music and bounce around possibly know how to attain something every religion and government has attempted and thus far failed to deliver: peace on earth. Well, call me deluded, call me crazy, call me an idealistic hippy child that has taken one to many tabs and has done rolled himself retarded but I never thought world peace was possible, until I became a part of the scene. At every party, I make new and wonderful friends by just going up to total strangers and saying Hi with the kind of unassuming, unafraid state of mind that children make new friends with. We are all united in a common purpose: to have a good time, to love ourselves and love each other. Many of us have had enough pain in our lives to justify us being emotionally cold but there we are, bouncing around, laughing and playing the way we did before we learned to worry about what was 'cool' and what wasn't. I would be a ignorant fool if I didn't admit that the source of some of this openness is from the empathogenic drugs that are a part of our culture, but I beleive that those chemicals merely unlock the door and it is the feelings of Peace Love Unity and Respect that are present in our scene that open the door and keep it open. So PLUR may be so simple, many think it silly but it is what makes the scene so special and if the world ever catches on to what we have figured out, it will make the entire world that special too.
PLUR
I love you all
Scotty
PS: To all potential flamers: Please be gentle. As you can see from how my last relationship ended, I am going through a tough time right now and I am also sitting writing this all cracked out after a night of partying. Forgive me if I seemed too preachy. I do not expect any of you to adopt my ways of thinking, I am just sharing my thoughts.
 
It is not my problem is any of you suffer from depression. This is an MDMA site and that covers all aspects of it's use. Good or bad, positive or negitive... if you don't like something, don't read it.
I spent most of my life suffering from depression. And spent 2 years institutionalized because of it. So forgive me if I don't give a shit that your whining.
Deal with it.
You sit on your high horse and make the assuption I am a negitive person. Why? Because I post someones elses spoof in response to another thread. That is very arrogant of you don't you think?
If you think for one moment I am negitive, or that something happened to me to make me feel this way... you are so wrong. All it means is that I found something funny you didn't.
Take a look at my pic an the pic page. Do I look hurt, jadded, negitive, or that I lost the battle for life? Now keep in mind I am a 25 year old Kandiekid. The rave scene is my weekend life (yes I have 2).
If you want to pick apart the poem, do so, that's kinda what it's there for.
But none of you know me. Unless you do, none of you have the right to make personal assumptions of me.
Maybe I have seen more then you. I know parts of this poem are real and do happen. But, it hasn't happened to me.
If you ask ANY of the people on this board that know me, or have met me... I mean there are at least 2 dozen I talk to on a fairly regular basis... they will all tell you I am one of the good guys.
And if your still gonna act like your some sort of bluelight expert and knows what belongs on this board and what this board needs.... Delete my thread... oh what? Your not a moderator? Wonder why.
I repeat... This is a MDMA discussion board. Not a happy-go-lucky-only-post-the-cheery-stuff board.
I'm done now. This is a waste of my time.
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To dream of the person you want to be is to
waste the person you are.
 
Dazzle,
I apologize for presuming to know so much about you when we have never really talked. I'm not going to waste any more of our time with this discussion since there are much better things to talk about. I just don't want you to think I am some kind of arrogant jerk who preaches to everyone how they should act. So I extend the olive branch and hope there are no hard feelings.
Scotty
 
aaaaaahh and plur reins supreem again heehee
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i thought it was you i needed nevertheless i have learnt thru the pain i needed me
 
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