Structure87
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jan 26, 2017
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Three years ago I had never touched an opioid and was diagnosed with UC and nothing helped me. Without insurance I couldn't afford the Biological Meds and the doctors answer was give to give me a shot of HM and send me home with a script of oxycodone. This went on for about a year until we found a medication that helped me and I no longer needed the oxy. When I tried to give it up it was complete hell, I couldn't do it and I had a strong urge to use. I knew at some point along the way that I was addicted but figured I could just stop.
Fast forward 2 years and I've managed to keep my habit at 60mg of oral oxy a day. I'm ready to give it up and either begin a taper ( which i'd like to know what you all would recommend ) maybe cut back by 10mg every week?
Should I consider suboxone? Can I simply schedule an appointment with a doctor and tell them my situation? Would that be worse than just tapering off?
I quit once before cold turkey, I felt like shit for just 36hours it wasn't to bad. It was the mental aspect of the WD that absolutely tortured me until I picked back up a week later.
I've done the math and this shit is costing me 24k a year, how stupid of me to have kept it up this long.
I'm so ready to quit, I know I can do this, just looking for some direction. Any advice is appreciated.
Fast forward 2 years and I've managed to keep my habit at 60mg of oral oxy a day. I'm ready to give it up and either begin a taper ( which i'd like to know what you all would recommend ) maybe cut back by 10mg every week?
Should I consider suboxone? Can I simply schedule an appointment with a doctor and tell them my situation? Would that be worse than just tapering off?
I quit once before cold turkey, I felt like shit for just 36hours it wasn't to bad. It was the mental aspect of the WD that absolutely tortured me until I picked back up a week later.
I've done the math and this shit is costing me 24k a year, how stupid of me to have kept it up this long.
I'm so ready to quit, I know I can do this, just looking for some direction. Any advice is appreciated.