Misc Reaching the Vibration State on BENZYDAMINE

[Grigore]

2000mg of benzydamine => ended up being a 2 day trip.

Alone,in my bedroom,demons at the door,photographers taking pictures of me through the window,hearing burglars as they sneak into my house,snakes on the floor,an old person appearing on my chair,staring into my soul and smiling,little kids chanting satanic prayers,worms crawling under my skin,heavy breathing behind my head,sensing impending doom,hiding in the closet near a rotten cadaver,can't sleep.

That's a quick representation of my LAST benzydamine experience that I'll ever have.

The interesting part is this:

I tried to meditate,laying in bed on my back and concentrated on my fingers.
Energy started to accumulate in the top of my fingers and they started vibrating as my heartbeats felt stronger and stronger in them.
At this point,I could channel my energy from the fingers,to my wrists,towards my elbows and then to my shoulders.
When the intense orgasmic vibrations reached my shoulders,the inner sound in my head got very strong and a muscle under my mouth flexed.
This is when I got out of that unique state and continued my journey through hell under benzydamine.

Was that the beginning of an astral projection? What did I do wrong? How close was I to astral project?

 

[N0 W4RN1NG]

This is not really the right forum for asking about Astral Projections etc - I admittedly do not have things like that as my strong suit, and I think many others in OD also don't.

Also, Benzydamine can be pretty dangerous in overdose, and that sounds like a very large one with what I've read...please be careful.

 

[Grigore]

Must add:

5 days passed since the benzydamine experience and I feel very spaced out,this feeling didn't reduce in intensity as time passed.
Also,I have moments in which I'm not totally conscious if I have my eyes open or closed.I feel ''weird'',the feeling is similar to how I feel while high on zolpidem.

Is this something that should be a concern?

 

[Grigore]

This is not really the right forum for asking about Astral Projections etc - I admittedly do not have things like that as my strong suit, and I think many others in OD also don't.

Also, Benzydamine can be pretty dangerous in overdose, and that sounds like a very large one with what I've read...please be careful.

Well,apart from the astral projection thing,what I'm currently experiencing right now,might be some form of mild psychosis? I really need to know because I dont want more trouble while binging on speed.

 

[N0 W4RN1NG]

Wiki lists half life as relatively short, 13 hours...so even though you took huge dose, you should be feeling better by now.

I don't kjnow if it could be called a psychosis, but you are experiences the negative after effects of heavy deleriant abuse...it should go away with time. Can you tell us in more detail about your symptoms?

Also I would avoid the amphetamines until I was feeling better - if you are in some sort of psychoses, the amphetamines will make it much worse.

 

[Grigore]

If I dont keep myself hydrated,I start getting tracers exactly as I would get in the day I took benzydamine.
Apart from that,I feel light headed,dizzy,dissociated,losing my balance while walking,low appetite,sudden raise of heart bpm every few hours,weird random thinking patterns.

 

[Shamanism]

As for astral projection: you were actually doing the right things, but missed a vital part of technique.

When building up energy to 'catapult your lower self into the ether' this is often most succesfull when keeping your jaws firmly clenched, acompanied with an exagerated grin this facial expression induces a somatic responce directly linked to your higher selves, forcing them to be happy to meet you. This is either done with eyes firmly closed or wide open. YMMV.

Also from your inebrated perpective patterns may seem random, but may hold valuable insights, so when using the open eyed technique you could perhaps take notes of seemingly random visions for later inspection.

Perhaps these notes can even be formed into a codex of some sort, perhaps acompanied with a catchy latin name and published to earn some more monies for further drug fuled occult works with your entourage. Leaving you immortalized alongside those that have gone before you.