I am back after a year long break from posting. I find myself trying to commit to these forums as a way to "help" keep myself from doing drugs. It would be cool to be able to document the detox/early sobriety days but I never follow through and of course I never stayed clean. Anyways, male, 33 started off an opiate addict then somehow turned meth addict (to counteract the lethargy of quitting opiates) and here we are today...I do dose methadone daily at my clinic and haven't done anything outside of the RX...I am so tired of this meth though...I swear it's changed in the last 3 years I've been doing it daily...just sweats, anxiousness, no energy - it's awful. yet I keep doing it! agh! Anyways, hope I can stick this one out or at least read some motivational stuff on here...Take care guys!