kasperBoy
Bluelighter
***Raver Love Is...***`~
....when you compare clothes, when you trade clothes, when you try to
make each other look phresher.. when you wake up next to her, and she's just as
dirty and tired as you are, but you have to wake her up so you can go to another party THAT night.. ..raver love is kissing on the floor next to the dj, dancing together in the smoke...when she comforts you when you're E'd out and she not.. when she could be dancing but she stays.. raver love is when
she's all K'd out and you want to get up but you stay with her and hold on to her and find her some sugar so she feels alright.. raver love is sharing drugs, sharing jungle mixtapes, sharing everything...raver love is her telling you she wont be at the party this saturday, you pretending to be mad and going along with it and then acting surprised when she shows up..acting like you don't care.. caring too much ..raver love is when you see her from a block away and you know it's her because of her pants and the way she walks,
and you run all the way up to her almost tripping over your pants and collapse into her arms like you haven't seen her in 10 years... raver love is not feeling the same at a party when she not there..reaching for her in the middle of the night.. crying for her when you know she not coming back..
...raver love is the dj playing the song that reminds you of her... the night she's at the party with someone else.. raver love is writing a long letter about all the fun times you had, trying to get her back.. getting her back,and everything just seems alright..raver love is borrowing her favorite
binkey and never giving it back..having 3 pairs of her old glow sticks on your floor..smoking
on the rooftop in your underwear almost falling off, and she flicking her cigarette butts at you.. raver love is watching her sleep, she giving you her mixtape...and thinking she is maybe even better than DannyTheWildchild..and you listening to it every day for 3 straight weeks,telling everyone about her and making everyone you know listen to it...raver love is dreaming of
your future, being old and just partying more and having more money and freedom..
dreaming of her being a famous DJ..raver love is arguing about party spots..agreeing on good quality parties.. having a long discussion about the underground, her finally finishing and you saying, "exactly.." ...raver love is her making fun of you.... you pretending to be pissed so she'll chase after you and say that she was joking, even though you already knew that she was.. raver love is hanging out downtown, losing your ride home, and her being calm and telling you you'd find them..raver love is her being right.. raver love is wanting to be like her.. wanting to hug her all the time.. wishing she could be nearby forever.. raver love is being worried about all the cute raver guys out there.. her telling you to chill out...raver love is when you go through her record bag, sticking hello kitty stickers on the labels of
her favorite records... when she spends the night and you 2 run over to the park
at 12:00 am to tag up the brick wall with your new spraypaint.. your town is the kind where graffiti is unheard of, and they tear down the wall within a week.. raver love is you liking something of her and she saying "you can have it if you want.." raver love is paging her to say "i love you" ..she
paging back with "1432" and you getting butterflies in your stomach.. raver love
is her saying you're going to turn into a big tree because you smoke too much,
and her bringing over a phat sack...raver love is laughing together, agreeing
on everything.. being pissed together.. raver love is you being the only one
that she tells secrets to.. being the one she calls at 4:00 in the morning because she's tripping and he needs to talk to someone.. hearing your pager and waking up,.. being so tired but calling her anyways because you love to hear her voice.. raver love is crying in front of her and her telling you
to stop because you'll make her cry.. raver love is getting closer, growing apart, and getting closer again in the span of 24 hours.. raver love is being sad together,.. being sad by yourself. missing her.
>Have a Plurrrrrrrfect day!!!!!
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"The energy that MDMA releases through the body could be compared to theories of a life force that have been promulgated by various vitalist philosophers, mystics, poets, and physicians from the eighteen century to the present" (simon reynolds)
....when you compare clothes, when you trade clothes, when you try to
make each other look phresher.. when you wake up next to her, and she's just as
dirty and tired as you are, but you have to wake her up so you can go to another party THAT night.. ..raver love is kissing on the floor next to the dj, dancing together in the smoke...when she comforts you when you're E'd out and she not.. when she could be dancing but she stays.. raver love is when
she's all K'd out and you want to get up but you stay with her and hold on to her and find her some sugar so she feels alright.. raver love is sharing drugs, sharing jungle mixtapes, sharing everything...raver love is her telling you she wont be at the party this saturday, you pretending to be mad and going along with it and then acting surprised when she shows up..acting like you don't care.. caring too much ..raver love is when you see her from a block away and you know it's her because of her pants and the way she walks,
and you run all the way up to her almost tripping over your pants and collapse into her arms like you haven't seen her in 10 years... raver love is not feeling the same at a party when she not there..reaching for her in the middle of the night.. crying for her when you know she not coming back..
...raver love is the dj playing the song that reminds you of her... the night she's at the party with someone else.. raver love is writing a long letter about all the fun times you had, trying to get her back.. getting her back,and everything just seems alright..raver love is borrowing her favorite
binkey and never giving it back..having 3 pairs of her old glow sticks on your floor..smoking
on the rooftop in your underwear almost falling off, and she flicking her cigarette butts at you.. raver love is watching her sleep, she giving you her mixtape...and thinking she is maybe even better than DannyTheWildchild..and you listening to it every day for 3 straight weeks,telling everyone about her and making everyone you know listen to it...raver love is dreaming of
your future, being old and just partying more and having more money and freedom..
dreaming of her being a famous DJ..raver love is arguing about party spots..agreeing on good quality parties.. having a long discussion about the underground, her finally finishing and you saying, "exactly.." ...raver love is her making fun of you.... you pretending to be pissed so she'll chase after you and say that she was joking, even though you already knew that she was.. raver love is hanging out downtown, losing your ride home, and her being calm and telling you you'd find them..raver love is her being right.. raver love is wanting to be like her.. wanting to hug her all the time.. wishing she could be nearby forever.. raver love is being worried about all the cute raver guys out there.. her telling you to chill out...raver love is when you go through her record bag, sticking hello kitty stickers on the labels of
her favorite records... when she spends the night and you 2 run over to the park
at 12:00 am to tag up the brick wall with your new spraypaint.. your town is the kind where graffiti is unheard of, and they tear down the wall within a week.. raver love is you liking something of her and she saying "you can have it if you want.." raver love is paging her to say "i love you" ..she
paging back with "1432" and you getting butterflies in your stomach.. raver love
is her saying you're going to turn into a big tree because you smoke too much,
and her bringing over a phat sack...raver love is laughing together, agreeing
on everything.. being pissed together.. raver love is you being the only one
that she tells secrets to.. being the one she calls at 4:00 in the morning because she's tripping and he needs to talk to someone.. hearing your pager and waking up,.. being so tired but calling her anyways because you love to hear her voice.. raver love is crying in front of her and her telling you
to stop because you'll make her cry.. raver love is getting closer, growing apart, and getting closer again in the span of 24 hours.. raver love is being sad together,.. being sad by yourself. missing her.
>Have a Plurrrrrrrfect day!!!!!
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"The energy that MDMA releases through the body could be compared to theories of a life force that have been promulgated by various vitalist philosophers, mystics, poets, and physicians from the eighteen century to the present" (simon reynolds)
